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Confession 155

Hi, this is is RY once again - the sender of CONFESSION 112. This is the continuation of confession 112.

Like many others, I don't believe that fairytales having'HAPPILY EVER AFTER' exist. All things come to an END - like us. Tama nga ang sinasabi ng iba, people come and go in your life for a reason. That time, I was in the verge of giving up on my dreams...But there I met you. Simula noon, I was always inspired to study harder - and I believe that's the reason kung bakit dumating ka sa buhay ko.
Time is really fast. Next week, graduation niyo na yet part of me won't accept the fact na aalis ka na. Since sobrang hectic ng schedules niyo at namin, hindi na kita nakikita...Ilang weeks na.
03/11/16 - birthday mo. Nagpa-sign kayo ng clearance sa adviser namin. Inasar ako ng mga kaklase ko sayo. They said na it is my chance to say happy birthday - but I never did because I do not have the guts to do so. So hindi na lang ako nagsalita. But you? Lumapit ka sa akin unexpectedly, you tapped my arm with your cold hand, and jokingly said happy birthday to me. Napatawa na lang ako dahil matagal pa birthday ko, pero binati mo na agad ako. Sayang nga lang at nagfocus ako sa exam ko nun instead of looking at you. I was weak. Kinikilig ako pero nakakahiya namang kiligin sa harap mo.
But at the end of the day, I greeted you my sincerest 'happy birthday' via pm. I remained hopeless because I know you are my crush and I am just your ... schoolmate and friend.

Memories...Memories...Parang kailan lang iyon.  Advanced congratulations on your Graduation Day. Nahihiya akong mag-congrats sayo sa pm or personally.
But if I had the chance, I will. But I can't, unfortunately. Maybe it's good to end what's impossible to happen. Maybe I should put my imaginations to an end. I will never regret saying 'hi' to you back when we first met. However, bidding you my indirect 'goodbye' was the hardest thing to do.

-RY | Female