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Confession 179

We had a vacation last summer and that's where I met him. May liga kasi that time so me and my cousins went there to watch the game,may mga close friends din kasi sila na kasali kaya we went their for support na din. While they we're playing may gwapo akong nakita, he really caught my attention lalo na dun sa dimples niya. But di ako nagpahalata na tinitignan ko siya, well buti nalang siguro na may resting bitch face ako. After the game, may lumapit samin which is friend ng cousin ko. Sabi niya kung wala ba daw plano yung cousin ko na ipakilala ako sa kanila. So ayun pinakilala ako ng cousin ko sakanila and to find out na magkakilala pala sila ni guy. Nung pinakilala na kami ni guy, they teased us, siya naman tawa ng tawa but me I didn't smile but deep inside waaaaah ewan ko na lang. Well I'm good in hiding emotions/feelings so yun. To make the long story short, the guy added me on facebook. Hanggang sa nakauwi na ako samin we still keep on texting each other if not text, we chat. So yun, araw-araw kami naguusap through social networking sites and texting. Paggising ko sa umaga may goodmorning message from him and sa gabi goodnight message, ganun palagi araw-araw, it's been a month and consistent pa din siya. And because of that natatakot ako na one day baka mawala nalang bigla kasi sa pag-uusap namin unti unti na din akong nahuhulog at yun ang kinakatakutan ko. Tuwing nagpopost siya a lot of girls are commenting and siya naman reply din ng reply. Stinastalk ko talaga siya only to find out na meron din palang isang babae na pina-pair up sa kanya and ang nakakainis lang he's not even denying about it. Binabasa ko talaga yung mga comments ng friends nya and also with the girl until there was a time na nagkasama pa sila ng girl and in the picture they were too close with each other pero wala akong right na magtanong kung sino yung girl kasi wala namang kami, we only talk everyday but there was never an us. And today, nag goodbye na ako sakanya kasi matutulog na ako but before I went to sleep may nakita akong pinost nya which is may kasama siyang girl. It was a group picture pero dun sa picture sila lang dalawa nakafocus and yes, same girl. Naguguluhan na talaga ako, is he serious or just playing around with me? Tsk. I don't want this kind of feeling kaya I decided na hindi muna ako magpaparamdam and I want to end this when it's still early. Tama ba yung gagawin ko? or I will still reply sa morning message nya bukas :/- female | Ms. No Boyfriend Since Birth| 16 | 2016