Alpha?(Scomiche/Pentatonix)

51

"Alright, that's the last of it." Kevin said as he placed the last bag in my car.

"I hope you guys enjoy your time in Miami." Kevin stated, giving me one last hug.

"It's gonna be alright, just you and Mitch. I want peace between you two when we get there." He whispered.

I nodded and got in the car, avoiding the awkwardness of Avi.

Mitch climbed in and we headed off.

I plugged my phone in an and synced my music to the car.

I played Formation and tapped my fingers along the steering wheel, trying to make it with the uncomfortable silence.

A few hours later Mitch fell asleep, leaving me to my thoughts and music.

I figured it out
I figured it out from black and white
Seconds and hours
Maybe they had to take some time

I sung along as I drove in silence.

I thought about all that happened.

Alex basically slaughtering my arm,Tori, Avi.

It's just too much for me to handle.

Should I leave the Pack?

I mean I would miss everyone but I just need some time to think.

Maybe this vacation will help me.

Does Mitch love me?

I've been feeling really insecure lately and I don't know why.

I just feel like I'm messing everything up.

Like I can't fend for myself or for Mitch.

I wanna propose to him but I'm not strong enough for him.
I

You and I
We don't wanna be like them
We can make it 'til the end
Nothing can come between
You and I
Not even the Gods above
Can separate the two of us
No, nothing can come between
You and I

I wish it were true for Mitch and I.

Avi somehow always gets in the picture and it sickens me.

Maybe Avi could just marry Mitch and everyone will be happy.

Sometimes I feel like Avi just gropes Mitch to get on my nerves.

He slept with my Omega.

But I slept with his.

Mitch wasn't in heat and the smell of heat is intoxicating. He did it to get under your skin.

I figured it out
Saw the mistakes of up and down
Meet in the middle
There's always room for common ground

I'm always messing something up. Maybe Mitch doesn't deserve me.

Maybe Avi deserves him and I should just be alone.

My thoughts always get the best of me.

I mean I can't even use one of my arms for crying out loud but it doesn't matter.

Nothing about me matters.

I'm just another messed up Alpha.

They wouldn't notice if I left the Pack.

Avi would be able to control it.

Maybe I should leave the Pack.

I guess it all depends on how this "vacation" goes.