Xavier

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I laid beside Xavier gazing at him. His eyes were closed but I don't believe that he's sleeping. After all we just did you'd think I'd be exhausted but honestly I couldn't get my brain to shut off. All I could think about was him.

He invaded every one of my senses even if he wasn't near me. He was sometimes the first and last thing I thought about during the day. I was slowly starting to feel like I'd become obsessed.

And the fact that he was so damn good at pleasing me didn't help. I was beginning to fall for him and i was falling hard.

I don't think I was supposed to. I really probably shouldn't have. There's not a whole lot I can get out of him right now without his career being at risk. I hate that I want him in a way that I can't have and this is exactly what those Reddit posts warned me about. Fuck I'm so screwed.

"You know it's rude to stare." He mumbled. "I'm not staring I'm admiring." I decided.

He turned onto his side so he could face me. "You're just so handsome I can't help it." I mumbled as I avoided his eyes.

He chuckled softly and gently ran his finger along my jaw. "You are going to be the death of me."

"Hardly." I smirked. "If not the death then the absolute destruction."

"Given the circumstances, that's probably true." I joked.

"How are you feeling?" He asked. "I'm sore. I want to remind you for future references that I am not a contortionist." I joked. "I don't know you seem pretty flexible to me." He grinned cheekily.

I playfully pushed his chest and he laughed for real.

As he did so I turned my back to him and he wrapped his arm around my waist before pulling my flush against his chest. A silence passed over us for a few moments.

"Xavier?"

"Hmm?"

"I think I want more." I mumbled.

He sat up slightly with wide eyes. "You're not tired!? I mean I think I can muster up enough energy for two more rounds but damn!"

I burst out laughing and turned my head to fully get a look at his wild eyes. "No silly that's not what I meant." I spoke through my laughter. He let out a sigh of relief and collapsed back against the bed. When my laughter subsided I relaxed back into the position we were in. "You got a Charlie horse the last round old man. If I wanted to go again I'd have to put in all the work and I'm definitely too tired for that." I teased.

He pinched my hip but kissed my shoulder as an apology. "I think I want more for you and me."

He sighed heavily behind me. "Me too."

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Today is the first day of classes and I already missed the first one. Not only did I wake up late, I also had a big ass knot in my hair that took 30 minutes to detangle. Xavier had left home two hours before me because he had some thing to prep before his classes started. I knew I should've just gotten ready when he got up.

I somehow managed to leave Xaviers at a reasonable time, and got to the building my class is in just five minutes late. I thought I would make it but I didn't because I stupidly got lost in the building.

I've already missed the first 25 minutes of class and I still couldn't find the room. I stopped in the middle of the hallway and looked around for the second time on this floor. I sighed and sat down on a chair at the end of the hallway.

As soon as I sat down I saw a sign with the words "Criminal Law with Brenden Armor."

My jaw dropped at the sight of the arrow that pointed further down the hallway. How had I missed this HUGE ass sign. I sighed heavily and shook my head. I'm being so stupid today. The day just fucking started.