dolan twins imagines

superficial love |g|

requested by yazdolan

inspired by the song - superficial love by Ruth b

summary : in which grayson decide's it's best to not go public with you being his girlfriend at school. I mean he has a reputation to uphold. The jock and the nerd? Not gonna happen. But what happens when you're done with his superficial love.

your pov :

5 months. 5 months you've loved him. 5 months he loved you. But 5 months he broke you. 5 months he hurt you. But he loved you.

You knew he did.

It was just he loved his image too.

You still remember the day where he told you it would be best to be seen with you in private.

"I don't want you to get bullied, and it's just you know I have this image that I need to maintain" he said trying to not hurt you. And although you made it seem like it didn't, it did.

He basically said, I don't want to be seen with you in public because you not as beautiful as let's say Christine, the popular girl.

But he failed to hide that.

5 months you've dated Grayson and spent beautiful moments with him but all behind curtains.

You knew he loved you but the second he stepped to the spotlight it wasn't that way.

This is what you called superficial love.

A love that wasn't real.

Sure Grayson cared about you but to an extent.

"Hey babe" you said walking up to him in the hallway. It was fairly vacant and nobody heard you.

"Hi (Y/N)" he said looking around. When he saw no one was in the hallway he pulled you close.

"You look beautiful today" he smiled before pecking you on the lips.

It was moments like this that you loved. When it was just you two.

"Can we hang out today please baby, I miss you" you looked up at him.

"Soon Babe, soon. It's just that today I'm hanging out with the boys"

"And Christine and the girls" you added knowing that the popular girls always tagged along.

"You know they just hang around I can't help it" he said holding your waist.

"Then why can't I come?" You said sadly.

"I'm sorry (Y/N) but you know why it has to be this way" he tried to reason with you which you were frankly getting tired of it.

"No I don't, you could be happy to be my boyfriend, you could show me off and be proud to call me your girlfriend but you aren't. I do, I'm proud to have you and I'm proud to love you. But it clearly isn't the other way around" you sad pushing yourself out of his grip.

"Have fun with your friends Grayson" you stated before walking away.

He was about to call your name when the bell rang.

He was hurt. Why? Cause everything you said was true and he hated himself for it.

You pushed your glasses up your nose wiping your tears hurriedly.

You headed to the cafeteria area to eat the lunch you packed for yourself.

Sitting at a small table by yourself you pulled out your pasta.