dolan twins imagines

nothing holding me back |e|

requested by gray_graylove

inspired by the song : nothing holding me back by Shawn Mendes

summary : in which Ethan knew that there was  something about you that always drew him in and now there's nothing holding him back from confessing how he feels.

"Come one Ethan!" You laughed grabbing his hand as you ran into the prohibited area that you stumbled upon last week.

The fences were plastered with trespassing signs and though Ethan felt his nerves grow, nothing felt better than your hand in his.

His eyes continuously scanned the area making sure there was no police.

You both actually first met when you were running from the police.

Apparently its illegal to spray paint walls and make art.

"(Y/N), where are we?" Ethan asked exhausted from the running you have been doing for a while now.

"We're almost there, lazy" you laughed tugging Ethan's hand harder.

The sound of your spray cans bounced around in your duffle bag as you finally reached the destination.

It was an overview of the city and since it was nighttime, the city lights illuminated the sky.

"Woah," Ethan muttered under his breath taking in the amazing view.

"I told you," you smirked as you tied your hair up to get to work on the empty concrete walls that stood around you.

You enjoyed the cold wind on your body as you worked so you threw off your hoodie leaving you in your sports bra and baggy sweatpants.

Ethan felt a hoodie hit the back of his head so he snapped at you to see what your doing just to be in awe of your body.

A large tattoo was settled on your shoulder blades and one was plastered on the right side of your stomach.

Upon hearing the silence you turned around to see Ethan gazing at you.

"Stop staring Dolan or your soldier might salute," you referenced to his lower half with a smirk.

He gasped and looked down hoping he didn't have a boner which thankfully he did not.

"This is a great place (Y/N)," he smiled to himself being at peace with everything.

He just truly enjoyed being here with you.

You felt his eyes follow your movements as you continued to paint the wall in colors.

Ever since you met Ethan you felt feelings that you knew wouldn't disappear.

He seemed like a naive guy who needed a good adventure, which is why you felt you were the best possible match for him.

Being in this moment now it's Ethan was your biggest adventure yet.

After finishing your master piece you sat next to Ethan and let your legs dangle over the edge of the platform.

"I love this," you smiled cozying up into Ethan's side taking him completely by surprise.

His heart rate increased rapidly and he finally had the courage to place his arm around you.

After a period of silence Ethan finally spoke up.

"Hey (Y/N), I gotta tell you something," He started causing you to look up at him.

Just as he took a breath to continue the sound of loud voices sounded in the distance along with the bright flash of moving lights.

You and Ethan immediately stood up preparing to run when you heard a loud voice.

"Who's there?! Come out!"

"The cops," you both gasped looking at each other.

You quickly took Ethan's hand, knowing the route out of here a different way but it definitely was a risk.

"Ethan do you trust me?" You asked while running out the back of the structure.

"Yes I do why?" He was out of breath from running so fast.

"That's our only way out," you pointed to a hidden hole in the ground which led to an underground passage that you discovered a while back.

He gulped in and nodded, knowing well that there were only two ways getting out.

The hole or the cop car.

"Let's go," you broke into a sprint for the hole as the voices grew louder.

"Go go!" You semi-yelled at Ethan, as he hopped into the hole quickly, raising his arms to catch you.

He caught you, wrapping his arms around you making you almost forget the fleet of officers on your tail.

You quickly took his hand again and began running for you life.

What seemed like hours finally ended when you came out of the end of the tunnels at the bottom of the huge cliff.

Looking up you saw that flashlights were still moving around meaning they didn't see you jump into the hole.

After running to a sure safe place you and Ethan began to laugh.

"That was crazy oh my god," Ethan held his chest, expressing the amount of exhaustion he had.

You giggled loudly holding onto his arm.

"I got you out didn't I?" You began to catch your breath.

He smiled and just nodded being too tired to form coherent words.

"Come on I know a great Chinese place around here," you led Ethan to the Chinese place your mom used to take you to.

You both entered the facility hand's intertwined and clothes dirtied from the dust and dirt.

You ordered a shrimp chow mein and ethan ordered orange chicken.

Moments like this was what you lived for.

Being with someone you care much about and just going wherever the wind take you.

Your mind suddenly clicked and you remembered that before all the ruckus, Ethan tried to tell you something.

"Hey back up at the lookout , you were trying to tell me something?" You asked before stuffing your mouth with chow mein.

"Oh yea um," he swallowed the last bit of orange chicken and cleared his throat.

"Well, ever since I met you three months ago I became this whole new person, with less fear and more curiosity. I find out more about myself and I create new adventures and experiences when I'm with you and I'm just gonna day it cause nothings holding me back anymore but I really like you," he said confidently and plainly.

You smiled to yourself and leaned over to kiss him.

There was nothing holding you back either.

Idk if this is good but I tried 😂

What's your guys favorite food? I love pasta and Hawaiian food. ❤️❤️

Also I'm so excited I'm gonna do a FaceTime date with my best friend who moved away tomorrow morning. We're gonna eat breakfast and watch to all the boys I've loved before 👌🏽👌🏽

I'll post soon again maybe Wednesday but please request for Ethan cause I have a TON of Grayson requests.

Thank you guys for almost 150K 🤧🤧❤️❤️