An Outlet: Part 3

20 May, 2018.

I woke up at 10AM today. Though it felt great waking up so late, I think I'm going to try an stick to my 'waking-up-early' schedule cause then the main purpose of this decision gets defeated.

I watched a lot of BTS videos today. I caught upon quite a lot of interviews the septet have given in their ongoing American visit where they'll be forming their new single Fake Love for the first time at the Billboard Music Awards! I know it's a pretty big deal and I'm in awe too. But to be really honest, since I'm neither from the USA nor South Korea, it doesn't really matter where they hold their first ever performace, from the music perspective. I would prefer Korea because the camera angles there are much better.

Anyways, I don't know if I'll be able to watch their performace live or not but it's alright. I've found peace with the fact that I may not be able to intensely follow them as much as I did during the iHeartRoadio voting season. Doesn't mean I love them any less tho.

I have watched all the ARMY Bombs and vlogs since BTS' inception so I was a hella confused when I came across a couple of their old videos that I had never seen before. It was later I realised that these footages were from their Wings Trilogy videos that were only available for VLive + subscribers. Yay! More videos for me to see! But I'll have to look for them too🙈

I pretty much BTSed my way through the entire day until evening, when mom and I decided to go out and do some shopping.

We first went to a hair salon. We had to wait for half an hour for our turn. I got my hair cut really short. I'm always very skeptical of my haircuts and today was no different. I can't help but think that the dude gave me a U-cut with side flicks like he had suggested, instead of the layers that I had wanted. But its alright now. There's nothing I can do about it instead of just rocking my new look.

On a bright side, I love the feeling I get when people fiddle with my hair (with my permission, ofcourse). On the flipside, I swear the hair dryer swore to burn my head this time.

We then headed towards the local market to find some cheap shirts in local small shops. We couldn't find one (the one we had been to last year) in the beginning but we eventually found another shop (if you can even call it that) and bought 2 shirts and a cold shoulder top for myself. I had to use some other shop's (risky) trial room to figure out if the clothes fit me and they did so it was cool.

We then tried to find some kurtis but nope, couldn't. Later on we just bought some vegetables and came home.

So today was a pretty chill day. I don't really regret it but there was this one research work that I've been consciously ignoring so that's kinda gnawing at me at the back of my head.

We'll deal with it later. We always do.