one shots (remington leith)

blood

It's been a month since I've updated- and I'm so sorry, my job, my family, my mental health and applying for school has all gone to shit, it's been hard for me to get back into this- which sucks because I love it. I love you guys.
I'm trying- I wish I could be better,
This one is gonna be angry/ a short mess cause I gotta get some shit out. But I promise the next one is happy.
I love you all so so so so much- you have no idea.

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I felt it, negative energy, it rushed through my like I'd never felt before. And I did it. I punched him. His wild hair moved with his head. And immediate fear

fear
regret
hate

filled every inch of my body.

Rem had crossed a line and said something awful, but I'd never- I didn't mean to hit him.
I stumbled backwards, I must've been white. "My god." I breathed. I looked at my hand, and back up at him.
His head turned back towards me.
I'd never been more afraid.

Blood came from his left nostril, only slightly. "I'm so sorry Rem." I breathed and my hand not only began shaking- but trembling. I stumbled backwards until I hit a wall.
He wiped the blood from his face, looking at the red on his finger tips. I stared at my hand in pure fear. "Oh god-no." I mumbled to myself.
I heard him laugh. "That was hot." He smirked and I began crying silently. Tears poured down my cheeks with no sound.

"No no no no." I whispered. "I deserved that." He said and I shook my head no. "No-no- I'm so sorry-" I breathed raggedly. My heart pounding. I let my hands cover my face. "I can't believe-" I sucked in a shaky breath.
"Me neither." He laughed. And he walked towards me. I'd never felt more fear run through me than in that moment. My hands trembled in pure shock. I sobbed into them. I began hyperventilating-  not wanting him to come closer.

"Please.." I begged him. He carefully took my shaking hands from my face, my face was red and tears kept streaming.
His brown eyes made my lip tremble. "God baby- I'm not gonna hurt you... is that want you think?" He asked me, I couldn't hold it in, I sucked in another shaky breath. I was so defenceless. I pushed myself against the wall. "Oh Y/N. no-" his eyes pricked water.

"I deserved that. I regretted what I said- as soon as I said it." He said "I'm sorry I hit you." I breathed. I couldn't even bring myself to hold his hands back, my body was still in so much terror. What had I done?
"It felt good, didn't it?" He smirked a little. I shook my head no. "Come on- don't lie to me, we both know I deserved it." He was right but, god, I felt so wrong.
I was absolutely terrified.

"Im not gonna hurt you.." he said, and I tried to steady my breathing, I could see his blood on my knuckles. He looked so hot with the blood stain on his face, but I wanted to throw up, I would never even imagine hurting Rem like that- but I did it. Oh god
"Do you think I'm going to hurt you?" He asked me with his brow arched. I couldn't bring myself to form an answer,  I didn't know.

He carefully brought me into a hug. "Ohmygod, I'm so sorry, look what I've done- I would never." He said, and as soon as he hugged me I felt the fear melt away, I felt his warmth.
"You liked it, say it." He laughed. I couldn't answer. "you know I deserved it- don't be sorry. I'm sorry, I never should have said that, and I'm sorry you thought I would hurt you."
And I felt my heart break, his hug tightened, "god I love you." He breathed and pulled away. He kissed me- I didn't hesitate to kiss him back. "I would do anything for you." He said and I kissed him again.

I breathed heavily, "I'd literally let you kick the shit out of me." He said with a smile and I let out a small laugh, shaking my head no. "But I will never- ever- ever hurt you- got it?" He asked, I nodded.
I wiped the blood from his nose. "I'm sorry." I said once more. "I love you."