Hold Me Close

Prologue

We are all destined to end in our lifetime, one day.

But I also believe in reincarnation.

Naniniwala ako na pagkatapos ng buhay ng mga tao ngayon, mabubuhay ulit sila, daladala ang mga alaala ngayon bilang isang panaginip.

I have read somewhere about that. Na ang mga napapanaginipan daw natin ay mga nangyari noon sa atin bilang ibang tao, at sa ibang panahon. Kadalasan daw ay paggising natin, hindi na natin iyon naaalala. Because those are dreams. It shouldn't stay in our minds. It's supposed to be forgotten. And like people when they are dead, makakalimutan din tayo.

So, if I'm going to be dead in my lifetime, everyone will forget about me, right?

Lahat sila, makakalimutan din ako. Hindi namin maaalala ang isa't-isa.

I smiled painfully.

After giving everything I have to them, they will all ended up forgetting about it. And it's the same for me.

All the goodness will vanish because change is inevitable.

But then there was this guy who made me feel that as if living every day is the last. He always seize each moment and it amazes me how he can do it every single waking day.

"Hindi naman mahirap mabuhay, 'di ba? Gigising ka, magpapasalamat para sa panibagong umaga, tapos gagawin mo buong araw ang mga bagay na gusto mo." he always told me. There's always a different sparkle in his eyes when he tells me that.

"Paano kung ayaw ko na? Paano kung gusto kong tapusin na lang ang lahat?" I asked him.

He turned serious. Humarap siya sa akin at kinuha ang dalawang kamay ko. Did my heart just jumped?

"Hindi ko hahayaan na mangyari 'yon. Hindi ko bibitawan 'tong kamay mo hanggang hindi nagbabago ang pananaw mo sa buhay." He even held my hands tightly, as if assuring me that everything will be okay.

And I want to believe him.

Gusto kong maniwala sa lahat ng mga sinasabi niya dahil lahat ng sinasabi niya, aminin ko man o hindi, lahat 'yon totoo.

So now, you see? He'll be the death of me.

-💜💜💜-

(a/n: Whattup, whattup?! Another book opened for a new fan fiction! Sobrang overwhelmed ako dahil sa patuloy na suporta sa first fan fiction ko and that's my first love na love team which is the KathNiel, now, I'm here to support my fave love team as of now, they are called KierVi. God, my purple heart is jumping like crazy just by the mere mention of them.

I dearly love Vivoree and Charles Kieron's love team these past few days. As in superb!! It'll be a slow update but I promised na I'll be posting it today since it's Valentine's day plus my fan girl heart is so full dahil may pabouquet pala si paps today. Hahahahaha. Anyway, I hope you'll enjoy this VERY SHORT Prologue! I'll be posting more, soon.

Happy Valentine's! 💋)