All the secrets of a fangirl | B. E. Story |

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It's been another day in LA. Its around 2pm, I am waiting in front of the hotel with Kate. The sun's pretty bright, A little breeze is touching our skin. My friend Kate over here is looking like a mess, her hair's up in a bun, wearing  pink bright joggers around her hips while looking complete hungover, since she walked into the room at 6am this morning. At that point she was holding her heels in one hand, tights trashed and her neck covered in hickeys. I caught her in embaressement when I walked out of the kitchen to find out she looks like that.

We are currently waiting on Lily who isn't really that fast, so i scroll trough my timeline on instagram. Since last night there are many people who are following me on Instagram because they saw Billie posting comments under my latest pictures.

The plan is to get some lunch at Venice Beach, and then go back to the festival. "Kate tell me everything about last night." Lily asks her when we finally find a place to eat after Lily finished up getting ready at the hotel.
"Lets say it was a nice night, with someone. I think I will see again later today." She nods while looking at me with a little grin on her face. I act like i don't notice her looking at me, and take a sip from my drink. Lily and Kate are in their little bubble chatting. I feel my phone buzzing, taking it out of my bag as I'm easily distracted.

@Billieeilish - Just wanted to send you a little reminder, that i am looking forward to meeting you tonight dude.

@lanabanana - Same. But i'm not making it too damn late, the girls are making theories about it.

@billieeilish - Fuck them.
@billieeilish - Just joking around.

I leave her on read because the waiter brings in our food. My phone keeps buzzing. I decide to look at it once again
@billieeilish - we better be okay dude. see you tonight.
@lanabanana -  🤙🏻

The three of us enjoy our lunch date, once we finish up, we hurry to the bus-stop. It does not take long to arrive at Coachella with my girlies. Kate's hungover ass runs towards the entrance. Leaving me and Lily behind, keeping us in question about what her plan for the day is. "I did not notice her say that she's gonna leave us for the whole damn day?" I chuckle while walking towards the entrance.

"Oh shit." Lily says, rising her eyebrows upwards. Kate's coming back, but she's not alone. Three guys follow her. They look average and okay, all wearing the same kind of clothes. They're wearing Sunglasses on top of their head and basic black vans on their feet. I judge them, which probably isnt fair. I feel sick to my stomach because I know for a fact that Kate's doing this on purpose. In behalf of Kate i try to be nice, because after last night it seems like she was into one of them. I notice Lily blushing as she's introducing herself. I cannot care less about these guys, I'm bi. But i like girls more, specific girls. Masculine girls. We all know who I'm falling for. I shake my head and roll my eyes, after they make a plan to get drinks together . Ofcourse the girls agree to go with them, so i follow. Pushing my needs to the side.

For today's bingocard I did not expect to be with these guys all day long, I'm pretty dissapointed as I look at my watch. Its getting later in the afternoon, while we are still at the chilling area. I've been here since two o'clock. Everybody's on their 5th drink, maybe 6th. I'm losing count. I could not care, I really just want to leave. I'm tapping the back of my phone. When I see Kate standing up, getting her 7th drink, I know for sure that I've had enough. I stand up and walk away. "Lana!" Lily shouts while she followes me. "Wait!"

I turn around questioning myself. "Please, stay. I will be fine." I say.

"I kind of forgot about that you're not that into guys." Lily responds.

I'm pretty shook by how she responds. "You know that's not it." Ofcourse thats it, i hate it when Kate brings in all of the guys she likes, expecting us to hook up with their friends. "I will meet you later."