All the secrets of a fangirl | B. E. Story |

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"I'll sit and watch your car burn, with the fire that you started in me" Billie's singing her heart out, jumping around stage. Billie just being Billie, and the crowd is loving it. They sing with her, lighting up their phones, and taking many videos to remember this night forever.
I'm standing beside the stage with earplugs in, i got them from Maggie who has been so kind to me all day. She didn't want to get my ears hurt, and she insisted that i had to wear them. I'm enjoying Billie's set but get distracted since my phone keeps going off.

- Lily 🧡
We're at Billie's set, you around?

I'm enjoying my time with Billie's family, friends and crew. Much more then i was with Kate and Lily for the last few days, but i do not want to admit that. We've dreamed about this little holiday for so long, and now i am not enjoying it as much as i should be. Maybe i shouldn't be so worried, everybody has the right to have fun. In any way possible.

"Backstage. Catch up when the crowd is leaving"

Lily didn't respond, so i put my phone away. Watching Billie, leaves me in total awe. If i didn't already have a big ass crush on her, I sure had it by now. Brandon walks towards me, he's been dancing around and grabs my hand. Billie 's performing Copy Cat, one of the last few songs before she ends the set. I dance with Brandon, swaying my body to the beat. He's a fun guy to be around, and he also makes sure that my day got even better than how it started. He's prettydown to earth, and he really knows what he's talking about. Once Billie told us to get down, to get ready for the moshpit. "Ayyy i am hyped" Brandon shouts while he was starting to count down to when he could jump up.
"Q! Get down" Billie shouts out at the stage, it took him by surprise so he stood up in protest. Just in time for the moshpit, I get up and start to jump all over the place. Brandon's look on his face's all disappointed by the fact he missed it, I tap him on the shoulder. "Better luck next time"

The set's over and the stage went dark. I pul out my earplugs, and follow Brandon to the tour bus. We both know that Billie  meets up with her family afterwards, giving her a little intimate moment alone with them. She deserves it, she poured her whole soul into her performance tonight.

"I got some chocolate chip cookies and soda! If you want-" I cut him off.
"Yes please" i beg looking at him with a puppy face "can i please have some? It's been a while."

"Okay you can get some, but only because you look pretty pathetic."

"Thanks "dude" " I let out a loud lag and grab the cookie and soda.

It only takes 20 minutes until Billie comes back to the site, she looks sweaty and her hair is pretty messed up. "That was dope!!" She shouts out loud. "Coachella night 2. Done!" She pretends in sign language as if she is finishing her checklist.

"You kicked ass the first night, but this was iconic." I agree with her.
"You sure did bills." Brandon adds.

She looks really proud and bowes down to us. "Thank you thank you thank you." I wait for her to finish and stand up to throw away my soda. "I don't want to ruin it for you but i have to get going.. Or there won't be any more busses riding towards the hotel we're staying" I make an apologizing face and pull Billie in in for a hug. It makes me sad that Coachella's almost over. It means we probably have to stop hanging out. The thought of her leaving me kills me. Now she isn't just a superstar anymore i am crushing on. She is a friend. My friend. Or more. Idk.

That proud look on her face she had when she walked in is now completely gone when i tell her i have to go. "But we are having so much fun dude. Don't ruin this shit" Her eyes twinkle after she holds me for a short while. "Stay here. We have a little tent, you can stay there on your own. Or i can come! Fun camping night bro." She suggests.