All the secrets of a fangirl | B. E. Story |

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For the last few days since Billie left, i invited Liam and Lily over. We both went to Ikea, and bought a lot of new furniture for my house. The same day everything got delivered.
With the help of my friends i repainted every wall in my house in pale white. Except for the wall in my living room, olive green. It's finally coming together. I wanted to remodel my house for a long time now, but since there was no money rolling in i just couldn't do it.

Kate has been in rehab for a couple of days. We tried to contact her, but they wouldn't let us. But yesterday the clinic finally returned Lily's call. Giving us permission to visit her later tonight. We can only see her for an hour, but at thats enough to check on her.

It's almost night, Liam's cooking us dinner. He's making his version of mac and cheese, Lily and i are sitting at the kitchen counter. Wrapping up a little gift we bought for Kate. It's a picture frame with a picture of us when we were still in highschool.
"So, Lana. Tell us about the tea... are you and Billie a thing now?"

I didn't respond but I see from the corner of my eye thats Lily nods.
"Ahhh friends with benefits!!" He starts to cheer while keeping an eye out on our mac and cheese.

"Keep it silent Liam, we don't want anyone to find out just yet. It will cause trouble."
He started to dance while cooking. "Oh girl, if it comes out. I'm gonna start a shipacc on instagram."

I shake my head by the way he's talking about me and Billie. I put a ribbon around the gift and slide it into my bag. I hear my phone buzz from the kitchen counter and I make a little run for picking it up.

*Incoming facetime call from Billie 🧡*

I answer her call, and see her laying in her bed of the tourbus. "Baaaaaaabe the fuck its been so long." She yells.

Liam's wiggling his eyebrows towards me when Billie mentions that its been so long. "Just for your information sweets, i'm not alone." I Point the camera at Liam and Lily.
Billie's saying hello to them enthusiasticly. I turn the camera around again towards me and scan her for a minute. Her face looks pale and besides that she looks so tired.

"How were the first few days?"

"They were great, i've been to uhhh.. Germany, The Netherlands, Sweden, and uhh.. Well uh." She's probably going trough her memory right now thinking about where she's going next. "Shit it was Belgium!! Okay i'm really tired. But i met many fans, and they gave me a lot of gifts. And they were all so kind."

Liam's setting up dinner at the table and i sir down in one of the chairs. "I'm so happy to hear that you are having such a good time. Hows your parents and Finneas doing?" She turns her camera at her mom and dad, who greet me kindly.

When Lily and Liam sit down at the table I apologize to Billie. "Were going to have dinner now, and then we're leaving to see Kate."

"Please update me later about Kate when you arrive home.." Billie begs me with her puppy eyes. I nod in response and we say our goodbyes to eachother. Everytime we are saying goodbye it gets more cheesy, almost to the point where we say i love you. But we will leave that to the future.

We eat our dinner in peaceful silence, me and Lily a little bit nervous about meeting Kate. After we were done, Liam insisted that he would clean up all the dishes, so that we could go since we were late.

"Thanks sweetheart." I walk over to Liam to kiss me on the cheek and then i putted on my denim jacket. "You ready?" I asked Lily while grabbing my car keys. She nodded, and we both went outside. I suggested that i would drive, so i started the car when we both sat down in our seats. I looked over to Lily before driving off the driveway. We then made our way to the clinic.