All the secrets of a fangirl | B. E. Story |

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Why is my phone ringing? I'm waking up slowly to my phone buzzing. It's been buzzing for a long while now. I turn around to see that Billie's asleep. Her hair is all over her face, snoring away. Not just snoring. She's mowing down the forrest like a lawnmower. She's wearing her matching Louis Vuitton shirt and joggers. The blanket's on my side. I am distracted seeing her until i suddenly realize that my phone is still buzzing. I grab my phone to see who it is, unknown number.

"Hello?" I ask

"Finally! Is this Lana Miller?"

"Yeah its me."

"Your friend is waking up. It will probably take up to 2 more hours. But can you come over here when she is awake? She will probably in panick and she won't know what is going on." The doctor states "it will get better soon when she see some familliar faces."

"We will be there. Thanks for the information."

I hang up on them and lay down underneath the blanket one more time. I feel relieved about the fact that Kate is waking up. But what will happen next.. there's an option she will be traumatized about the situation, or she is totally fine. I make up theories about what could happen. It is a bad habit that i can't let go of. Not having control about situations seriously fucks me up.

"Whut?" I look up when i hear a groan coming from the other side of the bed "wait huh." Billie wakes up confused.

"You look like an idiot." I say laughing about how she looks.

"Where am i?" Billie ask: she looking confused.

"Stop. You know where you are."

"I do know where i am. And i am pumped about it dude."

She punches me on the shoulder and turns around to lay down for some more minutes. It looks like she's never been with a girl before. Just a few hours before we woke up, she was all over me. And now she is gonna act like i am her bro. Babes sure has a lot to learn. I stand up from the bed and want to walk away. Billie unexpectedly lies her arms around me and tries to get me back in bed.

"The fuck you leaving for." She mumbles, she holds me close after I give in. Her face is buried in my neck and i can feel her smiling. It only takes her a few seconds before she's giving me kisses into my neck, down to my shoulder. "You bring out the worst in me."

"Billie you know that is negative shit right?" I disapprove with her and start  to crawl out of her embrace. Ofcourse she is much stronger than I. Ofcourse i have no chance of getting out of this situation without getting triggered. Fuck me.

"Oh i mean it the other way. But i am not doing shit." She whispers in my ear and then finally let me leave.

"Sorry sweets. But Kate is waking up, so me and Lily have to get ready soon.." I trail off looking for decent clothes. I only have my festival outfits with me. I sigh before putting on my black trousers and a denim blue blouse, and then look into the mirror to judge my outfit for the day. I face Billie trough the mirror and raise a thumb. That makes her burst into tears of laughter.

"Lana the fuuuuuuck you doing" She's literally gasping for air.

"I need approval."

"If you like what you're wearing you're  wearing it right." Billie grabs her hoodie from the ground, pulling it on and giving  me a small kiss on my cheek. "I'll make you guys breakfast." She excited the room to get our breakfast ready.