||Just one day|| Ruel Van Dijk|| (completed)

Chapter 42

While we are sitting down, I'm playing with Ruels hair.

After a while I noticed that he was asleep.

This is kinda weird but I can't stop looking at him. He looks so peaceful.

He's also really hot

I tried so hard not to get attached but I just couldn't do it.

I love the way his hair falls in his face just right

I love the way his eyebrows furrow when he's being serious

I love the way he laughs

I love the way he gives me butterflies every time he looks my way

I love the way he talks

I love the way he sings

I love how my hands can fit in his

I love his hugs

I am officially going insane

After this day I will never ever see him again but I'm already so attached.

I just can't stand to think that we would slowly drift apart when his life gets busy

He has a whole other life.

This is very selfish of me to say but I don't think I can bear to keep in contact with Ruel after today

I can't take the slow letdown.

The only problem is how I'm gonna break it to Ruel.

I look at him.

I knew all along that there could never be an us, no matter how hard I hoped.

He will move on never think twice about me.

I knew I would get my heart broken but it's for the best

It's for the best.

I quickly wipe away my tears

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A/n
Ahhh this is so sad

I'm really did not want to write this chapter but it's all a part of my plan

Thanks fo reading!!

:)xx