Ruels pov
Okay okay okay
I didn't actually have to go to the bathroom
I went into the bathroom so I can hype myself up
And get her number
This is insane
I'm so stupid
But no
I got this
I point to myself in the mirror
Ruel
Don't FUCK THIS UP
YOURE THE MAN RUEL
JUST ASK
BE CASUAL
BE COOL
YOU GOT THIS
AHHHHH
I flex in the mirror only to realize how weird I am and immediately stop.
God I'm such an idiot
Fuck
Ruel, choose your words carefully
Just be like
"Hey I would love to call you when I get back home"
Okay that's good
Good job Ruel
But don't be weird about it freaking weirdo
Oh god what if she says no??
What there is no way
She likes me??
Right??
Well if she break my heart I can write some more songs about it??
So it's a win win??
Well not really
If she breaks my heart I will cry for a few months and THEN write some songs.
And then also I won't get to be with her
So it is definitely not a win win situation
Shit
Okay don't think about it ruel
Just don't FUCK THIS UP
Be calm
Calm
I am calm
Totally calm
Holy shit my palms are sweaty
Knees weak
Arms are heavy
There's vomit on my sweater already
Moms spaghetti
Okay shut the fuck up ruel stop rapping
Mental note to self, never rap in any of my songs
Okay okay she's gonna think I'm weird if I stay in here too long
Okay okay
I point some finger guns at myself in the mirror
Fuck
Okay whatever you do ruel
DONT USE FINGER GUNS
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A/n
Sorry it's another short chapter!!
I thought it would be cute that they would both be freaking out at the same time
Lmao anyways
Thanks for reading!!
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FanfictionA story where Ruel Van Dijk saves Nica Williams from a toxic relationship. How much can happen in just one day? My first story!!!!! Ahhh please don't be mean but also correct all my mistakes and errors. :) xx
