Marthe Woertman Imagines

Fake friend

Today Marthe invited me to go hang out with a bunch of her friends. She did ask me about it beforehand knowing I have social anxiety. I did agree to it then but today I had a bad feeling but I ignored it not wanting to cancel any plans last minute. The plan was to all hang out together at a park. When we got there and said all the introductions over with one of Marthe's friends came over to me pulling me to the side to talk to me while Marthe was talking to someone else. I didn't know how to respond so I just followed her. When we got far enough that Marthe wouldn't hear whatever conversation we were gonna have she turned to me and asked. "So you and Marthe?" Marthe and I started to hang out a lot recently but we weren't together yet.. "Um well no.. but.." before I could finish she cut me off saying "So I guess you wouldn't mind if I asked her out right?" I was shocked not knowing what to say and before I could even begin to respond she says "ok so your ok with it? Ok thanks bye." She says in a bitchy fake tone smiling. She then skips her way to Marthe leaving me there dumbfounded. I quickly try to brush off that interaction and walk over to where the group was. When I turn around I see that girl clinging to Marthe's arm very clearly pressing her boobs onto her arm.. The sight definitely made me jealous but I felt more uncomfortable for Marthe. The whole day I just kind of kept to myself to one side lost in my thoughts. At first I was angry at the girl but she did have a point..Marthe and I weren't together..I could say yet but technically Marthe was still single. I felt powerless like I had to right to tell her no. I was so lost in thought I didn't notice the times where Marthe would glance my way and give me a concerned look. I was so lost in my thoughts I didn't realise at the end of the day when everyone got up to get ready to go home. Marthe has to shake my shoulder to snap me out of my thoughts.
I was living with Marthe as I was visiting her for a few months. As we were walking home Marthe asked me "Hey you've been quiet all day. Are you ok?" She looks at me concerned. As much as I didn't want to burden her with my thoughts and problems I knew I couldn't lie to her. "Um well no.." I say softly. "What happened?" She asks. "Well I feel like (bitchy's friend's name[📛]) hates me..." I say softly. Marthe then looks at me with a defensive look and says "I don't think she hates you." She says brushing it off. "No I'm pretty sure she hates me..she made it pretty clear." I say with the conversation I had with 📛running through my head again. "📛doesn't just randomly hate people. She just met you today I don't think she hates you." Marthe says getting more defensive. "But she.." I stopped myself thinking as mean as 📛was I didn't know if she was out totally yet..I was conflicted because I wanted to tell Marthe the whole story but also didn't want to out someone, it wasn't my place to say. "I don't know why your trying to put her in a bad light but I've known her for years." She says starting to get visibly angry. This conversation very quickly got heated and I didn't know what to do. I've never seen Marthe mad before so I didn't say anything back. She then started to walk faster I tried to catch up but decided to walk a good distance behind kinda scared not wanting to make the argument worse. I was behind trying my hardest to distract myself from my thoughts and the breakdown waiting to break through. When we got home she stormed straight to her room and slammed the door. I flinched and quickly went to the spare room that I was staying in. After closing the door I slid down to the floor and started sobbing trying my best to be as quiet as possible. That night I dreaded the thought of the whole week that was planned out. I dreaded the thought of 📛being I all of them. The thought made me cry even more. I cried myself to sleep that night.
The next morning when I woke up my eyes were sore and I knew that I'm going to look like shit today. As much as Marthe would have probably asked me to stay home today Lorena was going to be there today and Marthe knew I promised Lorena I would be there. As we were walking to the park she walked faster leaving me behind and I walked slowly knowing she was still mad at me. As I reached the park I instantly spot 📛clinging to Marthe's arm again. I didn't even glare I just looked at the sight sad. I then spot Lorena at the side alone waving me over. I sit with Lorena and instantly she knew someone thing was wrong, 1 because I rarely wear sunglasses and 2 Marthe and I arrived separately. Lorena then asks me "Ok tell me what's wrong." I sigh defeatedly not knowing what to say scared of the thought of her maybe hating me too. Lorena goes to take off my sunglasses and gasps as soon as s she sees me puffy eyes. "Shhh." I say to Lorena coveting her mouth and glancing over to Marthe. Lorena then goes to hug me and I feel like I'm gonna cry all over again. "Ok now you definitely have to tell me what happened between you two." I looked down ashamed "It's my fault." "Marthe hates me now." I say tears flooding my eyes. Lorena then looks at me expectantly wanting me to explain why. I let out a heavy sigh and tell her everything, about how 📛 pulled me to one side, the conversation I had with 📛 and my fight with Marthe. When I was done I had silent tears streaming down my face. Lorena goes to hug me again then lectures me on how "That is definitely not your fault. I'm not sure what Marthe was thinking but she usually doesn't lash out like that. Also I've always been skeptical of 📛 she has never seemed like a real friend." "How so I fix this.." I ask Lorena in a defeated tone. "I'll knock some sense into Marthe for you." She says in a determined tone. "But shouldn't I be the one to fix it? I mean it's.." Lorena cuts me off knowing I was about to blame myself again. Lorena grabs my face to I'm looking at her and not down at my lap. She wipes away my tears even though they were still falling and said "It's not your fault. It's 📛's fault. She did this. Not you. I don't know what's gotten into Marthe but I'll knock some sense into her. Listen, it's not your fault." She says firmly. More tears fall as I nod. She then spreads her arms open for me to fall into her arms for a hug and I do just that.
When it was time to go home Lorena follows us home. When we get home I go straight to my room afraid to face Marthe the fear of making her even more mad taking over. I sit in my room exhausted and lost in my thoughts.
In the living room Lorena was lecturing Marthe and trying to resolve the whole situation. Lorena explained the whole situation to Marthe first adding in the part where I didn't feel like it would be my place to out someone. Lorena also explained how she didn't think 📛was the best person either. And how I've been crying all day. When Lorena mentioned the last part Marthe's anger vanished completely. Lorena knew how much Marthe cared about me so left the fact that I've been crying all day to the end. Lorena had to make sure Marthe understood the whole situation. Marthe ran her hands through her hair thinking how she probably fucked up so bad. "Lorena what do I do?!" "Why did I do that?!" She starts to panic pacing back and forth. "Go apologise and tell 📛 to back off. Because I know you love Y/N and she loves you too so don't fuck this up." Lorena says firmly caring deeply for both of us and being our number 1 shipper.
A knock on my door catches my attention snapping me out of my thoughts. I look up at the door and then realise I was crying again so I quickly try my best to wipe my tears. I weakly call out "Come in!" But my voice was still shaky. I then see Marthe come in and I for some reason instantly look away avoiding eye contact. Marthe then comes in front of me and kneels in front of me as I'm at the edge of my bed. She looks into my eyes and sees my tear stained cheeks and the light in my eyes gone. Her heart breaks at the sight. She then apologises profusely, " Y/N I'm so sorry. I don't know what came over me. I don't know why I lashed out and screamed at you. I don't hate you. I love you." She whispered the last part. I smiled lightly at the end relieved she didn't hate me. And shocked she said 'I love you'. I smiled at her and said, "It's ok..I forgive you and I love you too." "It's not ok though..I'm so sorry." She says back stubborn. I just go to hug her tight. She hugs back and I feel a few tears fall on my shoulder. I hug her tighter when I feel them. Lorena then walks into the room to check on us and smiles when she sees we are making up.