Marthe Woertman Imagines

Crying During a Movie

Marth and I planned to watch Happiest Season tonight together and are super excited. I mean it's not every year you get a lesbian Christmas movie. We made popcorn and got drinks and cuddled up on the sofa. As we're watching the movie the sad parts come on and as I do with really sad scenes I cry and Marth is crying a little to but she notices something different. I'm crying harder than one would cry normally while watching a movie. "Baby you ok?" Marth asks concerned. "Yeah it's just really sad." I try to brush off not wanting to ruin the night. She hugs me closer but goes back to watching the movie not wanting to push it further. But as the movie goes along Marth knew instantly that I definitely wasn't ok. As I cried at the scene it was like a breaking point for everything else that was in my mind that week and this just opened the flood gates of emotions. As soon as a sob escaped my lips Marth pauses the movie and turns to me. "Baby what's wrong?" Marth asks not needing to ask if there was anything wrong because clearly there was something. "I..I don't know..I'm not really sure what I'm feeling but I just feel really shut lately." I admit finally talking about what I've been feeling. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you..I thought I would eventually find out why I feel like shit but I never did. What's wrong with me." I say covering my face in shame. "Hey, we'll figure it out together ok?" Marth says taking my hands in hers so I'm no longer covering it. She then uses her thumbs to wipe my tears away and holds my cheeks with her hands. I nod my head tears still flooding my eyes. She then hugs me tight and I hug her back as I stain her shirt with my tears. Eventually I calm down from my breakdown and feel so loved and happy in her arms. When I feel more ok we continued the movie.