The Ghost Crew One-shots

Insecurities part 2

Sorry for not updating sooner ! Had a few tough days so i wasnt in a good mental state to write

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WITH EZRA.....

He entered his cabin and started adjusting his lightsaber while sitting down on the bottom bunk. While he was holding the weapon in his hand, he could feel sudden negative emotions overtaking him. He tried to hide just how much it hurt him to be with Kanan this way...as he was looking down at the lightsaber his eyes started welling up with tears. Ezra dropped the lightsaber on the ground with it creating a loud sound. He immedietly brought up his arms to his face, trying to wipe the tears away violently but...they just kept coming "Dont cry..dont cry !" he said in a shaky voice. His mind was ruled over by hurt and pain..he wanted Kanan to come..for them to work this out but..the door in front of him remained shut. No one was coming.

WITH KANAN...

The older Jedi was sitting down in the common room with the rest of the crew when sudden feelings started to rule him over...pure guilt. He never wanted to hurt Ezra and he truely blamed himself for the situation. Out of his own frustration with Rex he created a mess with his Padawan. He wanted to make it right..he wanted to see Ezra talk with him normally..he wanted to see the sarcastic positive energetic boy he knew Ezra was. But that was all blinded by the intense fights, disagreements...the intense and insecure relationship they now had. Kanan looked down with a sigh as Hera glanced at him. The man did not look well at all...

AFTER 30 MINUTES

Ezra was in front of the Ghost waiting for Hera to give him the final instructions. He was standing with his arms crossed and his gaze down, clearly in deep thought.

The twi'lek came from behind him calling out in a gentle voice when she saw the boy's figure "Ezra ?". The bluennette turned around quickly greeting Hera back "oh..Hey..sorry"

When Hera saw the look in his eyes she knew the boy had been crying. His eyes were red a puffed, there seemed to be a few drops of water on his cheeks. He probably tried to fix the swelling so its not noticable. The female sighed at the sight as she remained silent for a few moments.

"Hera ?" Ezra called out coming a bit closer to her. The twi'lek looked up and said "Commander Sato is waiting for you so you better hurry"

"U-Uh right !...Thank you..See you soon" Ezra quickly, trying to pick the best words. He turned around and started walking away from Hera but her voice stopped him in his tracks "Ezra !"

The raven haired boy turned to her with a curious look, staring at her with his blue eyes.

"Talk with Kanan when you're back alright ?" She said gently with eyes sprakling

Ezra was taken a back..his emotions rushing through him again..he could feel the new tears welling up as well... he took in a deep breath...but he wasnt able to answer back  to Hera because his voice would reveal in how much of  a weakened state he was in..so he just turned around and walked away from the Twi'lek without saying a word and feeling guilty...

WITH COMMANDER SATO, COMMAND REBEL SHIP....

Ezra was sitting on one of the pilot/control chairs, spinning around a few times as a distraction but he stopped as soon as Commander Sato looked at him "S-Sorry.."Ezra apologised.

"Hera told me you would be of help on this mission ?" The older man said crossing his arms at Ezra

"Uh...Yes sir..I'll do my best" The bluenette answered. As he turned to the controls...he started to feel something coming, the force was trying to tell him. He got up and got closer to the front part of the ship as he said in a hypnotic voice "Something's about to happen...."