I'm Vine Ft. Kim Taehyung (BTS) {COMPLETED ✔️}

Part Nineteen 십구

~ Alyssa ~

"They will be back soon..." the worried voice of Taehyung tells me. I look at him, pacing through the hospital room. I sigh as I see the look on his face. He is terrified. It also feels like he is saying these words more to himself.

I take a deep breath and look at the equipment beside me. Man, I am so thankful for all the medicine they have in a hospital. It is like drugs.

The second the ambulance arrived, they gave me an injection with a liquid that stopped the pain. I could finally breathe properly again. That injection made the ride to the hospital way more comfortable. Yes, I still felt the fear of the unknown. The fear of the idea what could be wrong with me. But at least I was free of the pain.

I am glad they gave me even more of that liquid when I got in the hospital. With that, they could do all kinds of tests on me without me being in pain. 

I don't know how long ago they did these tests on me, placed us in this hospital room and told us to wait for the results. At least long enough for Taehyung to go crazy. He hasn't stopped pacing through the room ever since.

"Babe, come here, please," I beg him. The more he paces through the room, the more he makes me nervous as well. Taehyung looks at me, sighs deeply, but walks closer to me. "I'm sorry, baby, I am going crazy," he tells me. He takes a seat next to the bed I lay in and he takes my hand.

"I know, babe, but we can't do anything about it," I tell him. I bring his hand to my face and put a soft kiss on the back of it. Taehyung smiles weakly. "I know... But I wish I could," He says. I nod, "Me too..."

He looks at me and puts his hand on my belly. "Are you feeling better?" He asks. I nod, "The painkillers are definitely working." Taehyung sighs relieved. "That's good," he says. He stands up, leans closer and puts a kiss on my head. Before he sits down again, I place my hand on his cheek and move his face to mine to kiss his lips.

We both pull back as we hear a door open. A doctor walks into the room and greets us with a small smile. "Hello Mr. and Mrs. Kim," he greets us with a small bow. We both bow our head to greet him as well. "How do you feel?" The doctor asks me. "Better," I tell him, "I don't feel the pain anymore."

The doctor nods, "That's good. The painkillers are doing their jobs." Taehyung looks at the doctor, losing his patience. "Do you know what is wrong?" He asks. The doctor looks at him and nods. "After the tests we did, we found the cause of the pain," the doctor says, "But I'm afraid it is no good news..."

I feel the fear racing through my bones. Every single muscle in my body starts to shake. I immediately grab Taehyung's hand. I feel my heart beat raising. A million thoughts pop up in my head, but I try to ignore them and push them all away. These thoughts could still be wrong...

"I-It's not the baby... Is it?" Taehyung asks. He takes a seat in his chair, fearing the worst. I feel how his hand shakes. Or maybe that's mine. Or maybe it's both our hands.

The doctor looks down and sighs. "I'm afraid it is..." He says. My heart breaks. Something is wrong with our baby... All the pain I felt in my stomach... It came from the baby... But what is wrong with it? Why did it feel so damn bad?

"W-What is it?" I ask the doctor, trying to keep the tears from breaking through my eyes. I squeeze Taehyung's hand even more, terrified of what the doctor will tell us next. Taehyung puts his other hand on mine as well, holding me as much as he can.

"You had a miscarriage..." The doctor says, "The heart of your baby stopped beating. The pain you felt was your body trying to get it out..."

It feels like everything stops. The entire world around me stops. The clock stops ticking, the monitor checking my heartbeat stops and maybe my heart beat itself stops too. Like someone pressed pause on the world.