I'm Vine Ft. Kim Taehyung (BTS) {COMPLETED ✔️}

Part Thirty-Seven 삼십칠

~ Alyssa ~

I wake up with the annoying sound of the alarm. I groan and turn around, keeping my eyes closed. "Babe, can you turn it off?" I try to find Taehyung, needing his warmth and his arms around me, but I can't find him. I move my hand over the bed, but his spot feels empty. I slowly open my eyes to see what my hand already figured out. Taehyung is not in bed anymore. Where is he?

I groan again and turn off the alarm. "Babe?" I call, but I don't get an answer. I move my hands to my face and take a deep breath. I was not ready to wake up at all. I really need a vacation... Or I just want it very badly. Or both.

I sit up in bed and stretch my arms. "Babe?" I call once more, but again I don't get an answer. It doesn't happen a lot that Taehyung leaves the bed before the alarm. Normally, we both need to find the motivation and the strength to leave our warm bed. Which ends in cuddles, followed by being late. But not today I guess.

I get out of bed and put on my panties. I spot Taehyung's shirt on the chair and put it on. Without caring how I look for another second, I leave the bedroom and try to find Taehyung. "Babe?" I call again. I go into the living room and spot him sitting on the couch. As I walk closer, I see his hands on his face, hiding himself. But as I get even closer, I hear soft sniffs coming from his hidden face.

"Babe?" I carefully ask and put my hand on his shoulder. Taehyung scares and looks up to me. I scare by what I see. Taehyung's eyes are swollen red with tears all over his face. But not only that, it looks like he hasn't slept at all last night. "Hey, are you okay?" I ask. I stand in front of him and put my hands on his cheeks. Taehyung backs away from my touch and stands up. "J-Just leave me for a minute," he says. He turns his back to me and moves his hands to his face to wipe away his tears.

I feel my heart break. "Babe, what is going on?" I ask. I go after him and put my hand on his back. "You can talk to me, what's wrong?" I ask him, but again he backs away from my touch. "P-Please... J-Just..." He starst, but he never finishes. As he walks away from me again, I don't follow him anymore. I just stand there and watch him walk away with his hands on his face.

"Tae... What's wrong?" I ask him softly, "D-Did I do something?" I can't even imagine what I could have done between our date last night and waking up this morning. Yesterday everything seemed fine, what could have changed?

"N-No," He says. I try to stay calm and look at him. Or actually at his back. "Please tell me... You're scaring me..." I softly beg him, "Are you okay? Is Yoonah okay? Are your parents okay? Are my parents okay? Are the guys okay?" Taehyung finally turns around to me to stop my guesses. "Y-Yes, everyone is fine," he says. His broken, tearful eyes finally look at me. I have to control myself not to go over to him again, because I feel like that only makes it worse. But I want to be close to him and comfort him so bad...

"T-Then what is it?" I ask him. Even tho I am awake for only a few minutes now, my brain starts to rattle. A million scenarios race through my mind. But none of them are confirmed. At least, not yet. "Please tell me," I beg him. Taehyung looks at me and takes a deep breath, but then I see tears breaking through his eyes once again. He puts his hands back on his face and I see his shoulder shock. "I-I can't," he cries. 

I take a few steps closer to him. My heart breaks with every step. Something must be really wrong. I have never seen him like this... But the second that thought crosses my mind, another thought comes through right after it. The only other time I have seen him this upset, was nearly five years ago. It was the day our relationship got exposed and we had to break up and say goodbye... But this can't be the same thing, right?

Of course, I have seen him upset and broken when I had the miscarriages, but this looks different...

"Taehyung, please talk to me. Is it me?" I ask him. Taehyung takes a deep breath before he finally looks up to me. The tears still roll down his cheeks and his eyes are swollen. "It's not you..." He says with a broken voice, "I-It's Ye-Jun..." My heart stops. I freeze as her name rolls off his lips. "Y-Ye-Jun..?" I ask him. Taehyung keeps his eyes on me. I see a broken heart through his eyes, but I still have no idea what he is saying.