I'm Vine Ft. Kim Taehyung (BTS) {COMPLETED ✔️}

Part Seventy-Four 칠십사

~ Alyssa ~

"So what are you going to do now?" Yana and I are back in my car, driving home from the hospital. I feel so many emotions racing through my body. All the emotions are battling together. But I can't even wrap my head around it.

On one side, I feel happy. I feel so freaking happy. I am pregnant again and my little bean is safe and sound. It's heart is beating and it is growing like it should. Everything looks good. Of course we don't know if it will stay safe and sound for the entire pregnancy, also looking at the fact I had a few miscarriages in the past. But for now, everything is good. It makes me so happy. I know I should be careful, but I already love this little bean with my whole heart.

But on the other side, I feel sad. I wish I could share this moment with Taehyung... I wish he would come to the echo with me and he would hold my hand as we looked at the screen, seeing our little bean for the very first time. I wish he would kiss me and tell me everything will be alright, even though he can't even promise that. I wish he would hold me and share both my insecurities and my happiness with me. Just like parents should. But he isn't here... Instead, he is with her now...

As I stop the car to wait for a red light, I think about Yana's question again. What am I going to do now? I know the correct answer would be: To tell Taehyung everything. But I don't know if I can. I don't know if I should. I mean, yes of course he deserves to know since it is his child too. But I am afraid of what will happen when I tell him...

"Look, Ali, I know you don't want to tell Tae," Yana starts, "And I won't push you to tell him. That is on you and you should do that when you feel comfortable. But keep in mind that the feeling of comfort might be far away. Maybe too far away..." I sigh, she is right. Of course she is.

"I know you're right..." I admit. I take a deep breath and let my words flow before my head can even think about it. "I will tell him soon," I say. So, that's out. I will tell him soon. Now I say these words out loud, I realise that I should follow them up. Yes, I should tell him. I will. But I hope the confidence will show up soon as well.

"Good job, Ali," Yana says, "Please remember that we will support you, always." I smile back at her and nod. "I will, thank you," I say.

The light turns green and I continue the drive. Right at that moment, I hear my phone get a notification. "Can you check that for me?" I ask Yana. Yana grabs my phone and unlocks it. "It's James," she says, "He asks if you can get the film script for the music video from the office." I groan and roll my eyes. "He left it on his desk, didn't he? I told him to take it with him over ten times!" I say. Yana laughs, "Yes, he says he forgot about it." I can't help but laugh a little as well.

"Can you tell him I will pick it up right away?" I ask Yana. "Of course," she says and types a message back to James from my phone. "Oh, if you drive to the office now anyways, can you drop me off at Yoongi's place?" Yana asks. I can't help but laugh a little. With a wide smile, I turn my head to look at her for a little moment. "Yoongi's place huh?"

Yana's cheeks blush like tomatoes and looks away from me. "Oh please, I am just visiting him," she says. I giggle, "Yeah right!" She laughs as well, "Can you just let us be?" I look at her and pretend that I am doubting her suggestion. "Well... Okay, fine," I tell her, "But tell me if there is some tea to spill, okay?" She laughs, "I will, thanks!"

A few minutes later I drop Yana off at Yoongi's place and drive to the office. I park my car on the side of the road and go up to the right floor. When I step out of the elevator, my phone rings. I grab it and feel surprised when I see Yeosang's name. A smile immediately appears on my face and I answer the phone.

"Hey!" I greet him. "Hey Alyssa," he says, "How are you? How did the echo go?" Is it wrong that I told Yeosang about my pregnancy and even my appointment at the hospital, but not Taehyung? Maybe. Probably. But it just kinda happened, I guess. Yeosang is so sweet and so kind, when we were talking I just told him everything. He reacted surprised, but supportive. He often asks me how I am doing, calls me to talk and have a laugh or we meet up to get a drink together. Even though I met him a few weeks ago, he feels like a very close friend.

"It went well," I tell him, "Everything looks fine and healthy. Of course this was just the first echo and it is possible it still goes wrong, but this is a good start." "That's good to hear. Please remember that it doesn't have to go wrong, just because it went wrong the last few times, okay?" he says what makes me smile. "I will, thank you," I tell him. In the mean time I try to look for the key to my office in my pocket. When I finally got it, it slips through my fingers and falls on the floor. "Ah shit."

"What's wrong? Are you okay?" Yeosang immediately asks. I smile about his concern, "Oh no, I am fine. I just dropped my keys." I laugh a little when I grab the keys from the floor and open my office. "Oh good, I thought you hurt yourself or something," Yeosang admits with a small chuckle. "No, no worries! But thanks for worrying though," I smile. "Oh don't even mention it," he says. It feels like I can hear his smile through the phone.

"So how's your day?" I ask him. He tells me about how he and his band spent the day practicing new choreography and writing a new song. He sounds very excited for everything to come out, even though it will take a while. In the meantime, I try to look for the film script for James. I luckily find it very easily in a drawer of his desk.

"Maybe you should listen to your choreographer a little more, Yeosang!" I laugh as he tells me how he and his choreographer had a disagreement about some choreography today. Yeosang laughs, "Okay, normally you'd be right, but not now. I swear Ali, if you were there you would have agreed with me. He did it all wrong!"

I laugh, "But isn't he the one who came up with the choreography in the first place?" "Uhm, yes, but he is still wrong!" He laughs, "But okay, I could've told him that in a different way." "Well yeah, I wouldn't say laughing and making fun of him for doing it wrong is the best way," I joke. Yeosang laughs as well, "No, probably not. But it was very funny! He laughed about it too." I smile wide, "I'm glad to hear that. I can't even imagine what he has to go through with the eight of you."

"Hey! We are very nice people!" Yeosang defends himself and his band. I laugh even more. "After what you've just told me? No, I don't believe that anymore!" I tease. "Well, then maybe you should hang out with us more. You'll see that we are very nice and very kind," Yeosang says. I smile wide. Of course I would love to hang out with him and his band more. But because of our busy schedules we can't.

"Is that Ali?!" I hear Wooyoung say in the distance. Yeosang laughs, "Yeah! You wanna say-" before he can finish his sentence, I hear Wooyoung shout. "HEY!" He shouts. I laugh, "Hey Wooyoung! How are you?" "I am great! How are you? When are we meeting again?" He asks right away. I giggle, "I am great too and I hope we can meet soon as well. But I heard you have a busy schedule." "Well, not that busy, in a few days we have a few days off," Wooyoung explains. "Great! Then we can meet then," I tell them, even though I have no idea what days we are talking about or what our schedule is then.

"We'll text you, okay? Right now we need to get going. Everyone's waiting for us," Yeosang says. The busy schedules strike again. "Of course, I won't hold you any longer. Thank you for calling me," I tell him. "Don't even mention it. We'll stay in touch! Bye Ali!" "Bye Ali!" Wooyoung shouts. He says. "We will! Bye!" We both hang up the phone.

With a smile on my face I enter the elevator again. I am glad I got a chance to talk to Yeosang and even Wooyoung. They are always so nice and it feels great to hear about their day. Since I am in this world for a while now, I kinda know what they are going through, but it is still a different world. A world where my past with Taehyung doesn't exist. Which is kinda nice as well. ATEEZ's world is unknown and very new to me.