I'm Vine Ft. Kim Taehyung (BTS) {COMPLETED ✔️}

Part One Hundred and Ten 백십

~ Alyssa ~

I turn the music in the car a little louder. But it won't help. I feel so nervous, but nothing can help me to calm down...

Taehyung and I are in the car, on our way to the hospital to check on our baby. I already had a few checks before, but the hospital agreed to check a few times extra because of our history with miscarriages.

Today is another check up. Every single time, I am deadly nervous... I can't help it. I still remember that one check up like it was yesterday...

It was a little over a year ago. Taehyung and I were finally pregnant again. We were so happy. We could finally start our dream of raising a child all over again. We were already picking names and deciding how to decorate their room. Way too early, we knew that too, but we couldn't help it.

Until that one check up...

It only took the nurse a few minutes to conclude that our baby did not have a beating heart anymore... It passed away... And we had no idea... Until that one check up.

I scare when Taehyung puts his hand on my thigh. "Are you still with me?" He asks me. I look up to him and smile a little. "Yeah, I am," I lie. Taehyung notices and smiles a little. He keeps his hand on my thigh and squeezes just a little bit.

"I am right here, baby," he says. I nod and put my hand over his. This is the first check up in a while which we attend to together. And I couldn't be happier that he is here with me.

"I know and I am very thankful for that," I tell him, "But I am just scared..." He doesn't need more words. He knows exactly what I mean.

"I know... So am I... But this is all out of our controle," he says, "We can only wait and see if our little bean is still safe and sound." I nod and look down. "Yes... I'm afraid that's true..." I wish I could do more. I wish I could help our little bean to stay alive and to keep that heartbeat alive. But we can't. It has to do that all by itself.

Taehyung parks the car in front of the hospital. We both get out and go inside. We find the waiting room like we come here every day and take a seat.

Taehyung immediately holds my hand and intertwines his fingers with mine. I look at him and smile a little. "I love you," I whisper to him. He leans closer to me and rests his head against mine. "I love you too, baby," he whispers back to me.

We both take deep breaths to calm our nerves, but it is not working. I feel very nervous and looking at Taehyung's face, he does too.

"We should talk about something," I tell him. Taehyung smiles and nods, "You're right... Uhm... My parents said they are very happy about us being back together!" I smile and immediately feel happier. "They did? Aw, I am glad. I am happy you told them," I say, but then I immediately think back to my own parents... They don't know yet... I didn't tell them yet...

Apparently, Taehyung can read minds now. "You haven't told your parents yet, have you?" He asks. I shake my head, "Not yet... And I might be dreading it a little..." Taehyung smiles, "I understand. After how you dad reacted to our break up..." I nod. "My dad won't be so happy... Or maybe he will be. Maybe he will be happy that we found each other again. That after all the heartbreak we both went through, we got back together and that all the happiness and trust has returned and... No, he won't be very happy..."

Taehyung laughs and wraps his arms around me. "Yeah, that will be one big conversation..." he sighs. I nod, "Yes, it will... But I don't think we should postpone it for too long." Taehyung nods, "I agree. Why don't we invite them over for dinner this weekend?" I look at him and feel confused, "Are you sure?" Taehyung nods, "Yeah, why not? They did tell you they missed you and Yoonah, right?"