I'm Vine Ft. Kim Taehyung (BTS) {COMPLETED ✔️}

Part Sixty-Eight 육십팔

~ Taehyung ~

"Maybe you should slow down," Ye-Jun laughs as I grab another bottle of Soju. I ignore her and just laugh it off as I open the bottle. I can't help it. The Soju makes me feel better. It allows me to forget about all the problems in life.

With every sip I take, the thought of Yeosang and Alyssa fades away more and more. It feels like the Soju is a cloud that spreads around in my mind, covering every bad thought in my brain. Alyssa crying during the concert, Yeosang hugging her, them singing songs directly to each other, them laughing together, them dancing together... It all disappears into the cloud.

As I take another sip, I look at Ye-Jun. She had a lot of Soju as well. But the more she drinks, the more giggly she gets. So it is no surprise, she laughs as I throw the cap of my new bottle to her. She laughs and picks it up, only to put it on the top of my head. "Now you are a bottle of Soju!" She jokes. We both burst out laughing, like it is the most hilarious joke ever made.

Since I was still standing when she made the joke, my laughter made me lose my balance. I fall onto the bed, but keep on laughing. I hear how she laughs even more. "You are so silly!" She laughs. I look at her and see how she nearly falls off her chair as well. "So are you!" I laugh.

She laughs even more and falls off her chair, making the both of us laugh even more. It makes my belly hurt. It is nice though, laughing this much. It has been a while.

Ye-Jun stands up from the floor and takes a seat next to me on the bed. "I am not silly!" She laughs, "But for safety, I stay on here too." I laugh and give her a light push. She grabs my arm to not fall on the floor once again, making us laugh all over again.

"Don't do that!" She tells me and gives me a push as well. I quickly grab the blanket to save me, but there is no use. Instead, I actually pull the blanket off the bed as I fall on the floor. The blanket falls over me, covering me completely. "You really are stupid!" She laughs.

I quickly get off the ground and take a seat on the bed again. "So are you," I tell her. She looks at me and giggles. "You are the most stupid," she tells me. I laugh and look at her. The smile on her face and the sparkles in her eyes shine and look brighter than anything else in the world. Even though it is dark outside, her smile and her eyes light up the entire city. It is absolutely beautiful.

I feel how my heart skips a beat as I look from her eyes to her smile. Her smile... It kinda reminds me of someone else's smile. A smile that lit up my world like I never thought was possible... A smile that made my heart feel warm for years and years. A smile that always, no matter what, made me feel happy. Made me feel at home... A smile that will always be my favorite smile in the entire world... Alyssa's...

I know she won't smile for me like she used to. She won't show me her beautiful smile again. Even though it always shined for me, I know it won't anymore. Will she show Yeosang her beautiful smile? Will it light up his world like that smile did to mine? Will her smile shine brighter for him than it did for me?

The image of him and her pops up in my head again. I see how she smiles for him and he smiles back to her. My stomach turns. What will his smile do to her? Will his smile replace mine? Will she ever need my smile again?

All the thoughts make my head spin. I need them to stop! Right now!

I look back at Ye-Jun. She looks away from me. Why is she not looking at me anymore?

I bring my hand to her face and touch her chin. I turn her face so she looks at me again. She smiles at me, but her smile doesn't blow the thoughts out of my head. It is not enough. I try to think of a way to get her to distract me from my thoughts. But luckily, my drunk brain doesn't need much time to think about it.