I'm Vine Ft. Kim Taehyung (BTS) {COMPLETED ✔️}

Part Twenty 이십

~ Alyssa ~

I lay in bed. I haven't done anything else in the past hours. I don't even know what time we got home or what time it even is right now. Nothing seems to matter anymore, at least not right now.

After we got the most horrible news, the doctors checked to see if the embryo was still in my belly. They got it out safely, so it wouldn't be stuck or something.

It still feels unreal... Our baby is gone... From being pregnant for 15 weeks, to not being pregnant at all... I can't help but think what we did wrong. Why our baby? Why did it's heart stop?

But I know I won't figure it out. This stuff happens sometimes... I guess... Nothing we can do about it...

Taehyung comes into the bedroom again. Unlike me, he has left this room in the past hours. Not that he is doing any better than me.

"I... I got a text from my mom. They are bringing over Yoonah in a few minutes..." He says softly. I keep hugging my pillow as I look at him. My heart breaks for the millionth time today. We haven't told Yoonah yet... James was kind enough to call Taehyung's parents and ask them to pick her up after school, because we weren't ready yet. But I think we will never be ready to tell her this news...

Taehyung comes back to the bed. He lays down facing me. His eyes are swollen and red. We both have cried more tears than we could count. I remove my pillow and move closer to him. I wrap my arms around him and hold him close to me, resting my head on his chest. Taehyung wraps his arms around me as well and puts a soft kiss on my head.

"How are we ever going to do this?" He asks me. "I have no idea..." I say with a broken voice. I feel how Taehyung caresses my hair softly. "She will be devastated..." I say, thinking about how excited she was when we told her she would become a big sister...

I feel how Taehyung holds me even closer. "We can't do something to stop that, baby... We have to tell her..." He reminds me. He is right. As much as we would want to protect her from this heartbreak, we can't... The only thing we can do, is be here for her and go through it together.

We hear a door open, followed by footsteps and voices. "We are home!" We hear Taehyung's mom say. Taehyung and I look at each other and take a deep breath. "Here we go..." I say, feeling the nerves in my bones and the tears burning in my eyes.

"I love you," Taehyung says. He leans in and kisses my lips. "I love you too," I tell him, "And I love our family." Taehyung smiles a little, "Me too, very very much." He puts a kiss on my head and then we both get out of bed.

I first go to the mirror, seeing what I was afraid of. Make-up all over my face. I quickly get the make-up off my face in order to look better than I feel. But my swollen and red eyes give me away.

I take one last deep breath and go into the living room. There I see Yoonah, cuddling with Yeontan. She looks so carefree and happy... I also see Taehyung's parents, standing in front of Taehyung.

"Are your eyes swollen?" I hear his mother ask Taehyung. Then she sees me and scares. "Your eyes too... Are you okay?" She asks the both of us. Taehyung turns around to me, begging me to help him with this. I walk towards him and wrap my arm around him as I stand next to him.

"W-We have bad news..." I start. Yoonah looks at the both of us as well. "Bad news?" She asks. I feel a lump in my throat as I try to form a sentence. Taehyung puts his arm around my shoulders. "We... We are no longer pregnant..." He says.

His parents look at us with confusion in their eyes. "W-What?" His dad asks. Taehyung looks at him. I feel his grip around me tightening, telling me he is struggling. He tries to explain everything, but the tears break through in his eyes and his voice cracks.