I'm Vine Ft. Kim Taehyung (BTS) {COMPLETED ✔️}

Part Twenty-Four 이십사

~ Alyssa ~

The next day Taehyung parks the car in the parking lot of the building. Before we get out of the car, he turns around to me and grabs my hand. "Are you ready?" He asks me. I take a deep breath before I answer. I take a moment to genuinely think about how I feel.

Honestly, I feel scared. I am doing better than these past few days. Even though I still cry every time I am reminded what happened. Every time I see some clothes we had prepared for our baby or just see baby stuff in general, I feel emotional.

But I can do this. I can get back to work. It will be good for me to have some distractions and to be around my colleagues again. I love my job and I am sure that if I start doing what I love again, I will feel better and better.

But on the other hand... Everyone knows what happened. Well, almost everyone. I am sure it will be hard to stay strong if someone asks me how I am doing or ask me what happened. That's what I am most afraid of... I really don't wanna cry today, at least not at work..

I look into the most beautiful pair of eyes I have ever seen. They look back at me with worry. "I can do this," I assure him, even though I am not sure about that. Taehyung seems to notice. He holds my hand with both hands and squeezes it a little. "You know I can just drop you off at home at any time, right?" He asks me.

I smile at him and hold his hand tight. "I know, thank you," I tell him, "I hope it is not necessary." Taehyung lets go with one hand and brings it to my face. He caresses the skin of my cheek with his thumb and strikes a piece of my hair away from my face.

 "You are stronger than you think," he assures me, "You got this." I smile at him and lean my head against his hand. "Thank you, babe," I tell him. He smiles back at me, leans in and puts a soft kiss on my nose. "I'll keep my phone close to me, so just call if you need me, okay? Whatever you need, I'll be there," he assures me, making my heart melt.

I smile and put a soft kiss on his hand. "I love you," I tell him, "Did I ever tell you that?" Taehyung laughs, "You never told me that before, but you can tell me any time you want." I laugh as well and lean in to kiss his lips. "I love you," I whisper when our lips part again. "I love you too, baby," He tells me.

We finally decide to get out of the car. Holding my hand, Taehyung and I go into the elevator. We both press the buttons for our own floor. Sadly, we do not work on the same floor. But maybe that is for the best.

My floor is the first the elevator stops on. The doors open and I turn around to Taehyung. "Good luck at work, babe," I tell him. "Good luck to you too, baby," he says. He kisses my lips one more time before letting go of me. We quickly exchange our 'I love you's before the elevator doors close and we disappear from each other's sight.

I take a deep breath before turning around and walking to my office. Luckily, I don't run into someone on my way to my office. I am even able to get a cup of coffee without seeing anyone.

As I close the door of my office, I take a deep breath. Nobody is here yet, so I have a moment to get settled before the first person speaks to me. Who will probably be James, since he is always early.

And indeed. I just turned on my computer when James walks into the office. He looks surprised when he sees me, what makes me laugh a little. "Don't act surprised, I talked to you yesterday about coming back to work today," I tell him. James laughs and closes the door behind him.

"Yes you did, but I didn't think you would actually come back to work today," he says. I roll my eyes, but can't fight a small laugh. James walks over to me, opening his arms for me. "Can I give you a hug?" He asks me. These words already make me a little emotional and awake the tears in my eyes. But I blink a few times and try to hold them all in.