My princess to the Black Widow Mafia

Chapter 162. Downfall emotions

Sorry for this late ass update

Aria POV
I stopped crying after the argument I had on the phone with Caleb. I was still mad at him and angry at the world for forcing us apart. I wasn't ready for this kind of pain at all.

I know he was trying to protect me and our kids but it's about to be 2 months already and I'm getting tired of waiting and crying about wanting to go home to him.

I miss waking up with him every morning, I miss helping him pick out his suits for work every night, I miss the way he pisses me off and laughs about it to piss me off more.

I miss how mean and demanding he was about everything he did and made me do, I missed seeing our kids smile and laugh along with him, I miss seeing him hold our kids and being the best father to our kids.

I just wanted to go home I didn't want to be here anymore. This wasn't my bed, my house, nothing here was mine, this wasn't my home I felt like a small bird being held hostage in a small cage that was slowly starving and suffocating itself to death.

"Aria." I heard Layla call for me knocking on my bedroom door. "C-come I-in." I told her allowing her to come inside. She opened my door walking toward my bed where I was sitting.

"Are you okay?" She asked me and I felt like my whole entire heart sank at that question because I wasn't okay I haven't been okay since I've been away from Caleb and I don't think any of them understand the pain I'm going through.

"I-I'm f-fine." I answered her staring out of my window by my bed. "Aaron is coming over to check on you." She told me. "I-I'm f-fine L-Layla h-he d-doesn't h-have t-to c-check o-on m-me." I told her turning to look at her.

"I know you're just saying that Aria but all of us can tell you're not doing well, you've been starving yourself for a whole month and a half already." She reasoned with me as if I didn't know that already.

"I-I'm f-fine L-Layla I-I'm s-still b-breathing a-aren't I?" I asked her trying to reassure her. "Aria you know what I mean. I can't imagine what you're going through right now but I know very well that you're not fine so stop trying to hide it."

My tears that I so desperately was trying to hold back since she asked me if I was okay came rushing down my cheeks as I looked at her. She opened her arms allowing me to hug her as I cried, using her shoulder to cry on.

"I-I'm a-angry L-Layla I w-wanna g-go h-home b-but h-he w-won't b-bring m-me h-home." I explained to her through frustrated tears.

"H-he k-keeps t-telling m-me h-he's g-going t-to c-come f-for m-me s-soon b-but i-it's b-been t-two m-months n-now." She rubbed my back soothingly listening to me as I told her how I was feeling.

"I f-feel t-trapped h-here. H-how m-much l-longer a-am I g-going t-to h-have t-to w-wait?" I asked her desperately needing an answer. "I don't know Aria but I know he's only doing this to protect you." She answered me.

"Where is she!" Me and Layla heard shouting coming from the hall causing me to pull away from her and wipe my tears quickly to figure out what was going on.

"Caleb you can't be here!" We heard Aaron and Zane say loudly as if they were chasing Caleb. Layla looked at me with widened eyes and a smile. "Well I know for sure he'll be taking care of you now." She said with a playful smile.

"L-Layla d-don't l-leave I-I'm s-scared." I grabbed her arm to stop her from leaving I knew Caleb was going to punish me for cussing on the phone with him.