My princess to the Black Widow Mafia

Chapter 193. Blank

Caleb POV
I can hear her crying and a little of what she's saying. She's angry, she sounds so angry and sad. I had a feeling I was the one making her cry but I didn't understand why I was struggling to open my eyes.

I know it's her next to me because I can smell her beautiful scent and I know I'm holding her hand. Only her hand was this small and soft. "D-daddy p-please w-wake u-up." She cried kissing my hand that I was holding hers with.

I wanted to kiss her so badly right now but I couldn't all I could do was hold her small soft hand. "Mom." I heard someone say. "I brought you some clothes to change into." Someone said.

She started pulling her hand away from mine I tightened my hand around hers refusing to let her hand go. "I-i'll c-change l-later." She told whoever was trying to make her leave me.

She was such a good girl always making me proud. I wanted to hold her so fucking bad in my arms right now but I couldn't it's like I was stuck in the darkness of my mind right now.

"Okay everything will be okay stop crying you're too beautiful to be crying so much." I didn't know who was talking to her but I knew it was a male. His voice sounded so much like mine. Who was he?

I don't remember her being pregnant with my kid so why was this boy calling her mom. Was I forgetting something? I held her hand tighter trying to think harder to figure out what I was missing.

I couldn't think it's like my head was blank it's like I was in a dark space where there was nothing but black walls surrounding me. I couldn't even remember her name. What was her name? Think, think, think Caleb.

I told myself frustratedly. Why can't I remember anything? What the fuck was wrong with me? I know who she is but I can't remember her name or what she was to me. I just knew she meant a lot to me.

I knew I didn't want to let go of her hand and I didn't want her to leave my side. It's like I was afraid of her leaving me. It's like my heart only wanted her, longed to be near her.

Who was this woman and why did I feel like I needed her so fucking bad? Why was I so scared of her leaving me alone? I asked myself. I was starting to feel angry and annoyed all at once with all these questions going off in my head.

"Mommy!" I heard children voices running towards the woman I was refusing to let leave from my side. "M-my b-baby's." She exclaimed kissing them.

She continued holding my hand while each of the children hugged her. "Mommy is daddy gonna wake up soon?" A little girl asked her. "Y-yeah h-he I-is h-hopefully." She answered the little girl.

Her voice sounding so sweet and sad at the same time as if she was having a hard time controlling her emotions in front of the children. "Mommy why is dad sleeping so much what happened to him?" A little boy asked her that sounded just like me as well.

"H-he n-needs s-some r-rest t-that's a-all b-baby." She answered him. "I miss daddy mommy." The little girl cried to her. "I k-know I m-miss d-daddy t-too." She comforted the little girl.

I didn't know who these kids were or who this woman was but they all sounded so familiar. I don't remember having kids or a woman in my life all I can remember is a blur of getting in a car accident and my car flipping.

Where the fuck was I and who were these people? Was I dead? I asked myself. "Mommy can I sleep next to daddy?" The little girl asked her. "S-sure j-just b-be c-careful." She told her.

I felt the little girl get on the bed next to me carefully curling up into my side comfortably laying her head on my chest and shoulder. She was so small. Was she really my daughter? What was her name?