My princess to the Black Widow Mafia

Chapter 161. Breaking point

Aria POV
I went out into the backyard with Ace to the garden with the quadruplets so they weren't stuck in the house all day. I put down a little blanket on the grass for us so Ace could play with his siblings on the grass.

I still didn't want to speak that much to anyone Ace was an exception. I wanted to go home already Aaron and Layla barely told me anything that was going on I felt lost and lonely.

I had Ace and the quadruplets as company and Ace was very entertaining and helpful. I loved him so much Caleb raised him to be such a gentleman and he was so smart I couldn't ask for a better son.

He always helped me with his siblings without me having to ask him. He was just amazing and I was grateful to have him in my life.

Life has made me so quiet. I just wanna listen, no more talking, no more explaining, or begging. I just wanted silence. I know it was wrong of me to just stop talking but I couldn't do it.

Every time I tried to speak I ended up crying or stuttering way more than usual and I hated it. Stuttering was already a huge weakness of mine and it was only getting worse the more I was away from Caleb.

When he came a week ago that was the most I spoke in a whole month but since he left again I've become quiet again, way more quiet, I was completely silent.

I felt much better after seeing him but my heart still longed for us to be back together in our home with our kids. I didn't want to be in someone else's home with my kids, without their father.

I was tired of life being so cold and cruel to me and my kids I wanted a break I think we all deserved that by now. I couldn't even leave this house and take my kids anywhere to keep them entertained we were locked in here like prisoners.

"Mom look!" Ace shouted getting my attention. I looked over at him noticing how he was holding Matt's hand helping him take his first steps. I gasped softly happiness filling my heart as I watched Ace help his brother take his first steps.

Tears of pure happiness filled my eyes as I watched Matt take his first steps. I looked over at Jerry knowing he had a phone to record this moment for Caleb.

"C-can y-you p-please r-record I-it?" I begged him despite my voice being so small barely audible. I didn't have a phone because Aaron took mine and Aces phone away to keep us safe.

Jerry took out his phone recording Matt and Ace as he helped his little brother walk across the grass and blanket back and forth. I clapped my hands excitedly as Matt began to walk without Aces help.

I was sad because Caleb wasn't here to experience this moment with me right now. "Mom look he's walking!" Ace said excitedly. I smiled at him walking over to him.

I picked him up kissing his face happily. He giggled as I kissed his cheek and head repeatedly expressing how much I loved him with each playful kiss.

"Don't cry mom, dad will bring us home soon he told me." He whispered to me hugging me as I held him in my arms. I smiled at him as tears spilled down my cheeks because Caleb told me the same thing when he snuck into my room.

Guess I wasn't the only one who got blessed with seeing Caleb after a long time. I put Ace down wiping my tears away from my eyes. "Aria." Jerry called for me.

I ran towards him, he handed me his phone Caleb was on FaceTime my eyes widened as I looked at him and then to Jerry. I knew very well no one was allowed to give me their phone so I could speak to Caleb.

"Bosses orders don't worry I won't tell anyone." Jerry reassured me. I smiled at Jerry thanking him quietly. I walked away from Jerry to have some privacy with Caleb.