My princess to the Black Widow Mafia

Chapter 191. Dark hole

Trigger warning: mention of suicide. Your mental health matters so skip this chapter until I update again or read at your own risk.

Aria POV
I woke up with a raging headache. I looked around confused on where I was at. I tried to move my hand but there was something attached to my hands.

I sat up on the bed that's when I realized I was in a hospital and Caleb was in a coma. I yanked the cords and IV from my arm getting up quickly from the hospital bed to go find him.

"Mom stop!" Ace yelled getting up from his chair to stop me from running out of the hospital room. I ignored him and continued running down the hall to Caleb's hospital room.

I saw Aaron and Layla standing outside his room I ran past them walking into the room while Ace ran after me. "It's okay Ace let her go." Aaron told him as the door closed shut.

Hot tears poured down my cheeks as I looked at him laying on the hospital bed sleeping peacefully. I touched his hand my hands trembling uncontrollably as I looked at him through blurry vision.

His hand was so cold now his hands were always so warm. He always warmed my hands up because mine were always cold now his hands were cold and mine were warm.

I looked up at his face a heartbreaking sob coming from me. My heart couldn't take this. I needed him so much right now. I felt so guilty for arguing with him I should have just let it go.

"P-please w-wake u-up I n-need y-you." I sobbed to him. I laid my head gently against his chest right where he tattooed my name and Aurora sleeping peacefully right over his heart.

I listened to his heartbeat thumping in a slow and steady pace bringing some kind of comfort to my heart but it wasn't enough I needed to hear his voice, look into his beautiful dark green eyes again.

I needed to feel his arms wrap around me comforting me protectively while he whispered to me that everything would be okay again.

I wanted to feel him kiss me all over my face until I wasn't crying anymore and all I felt was his overwhelming amount of love and safety.

"I-I'm s-sorry C-Caleb p-please w-wake u-up i d-don't h-hate y-you, i love you s-so m-much." I whispered to him through soft sobs. I felt his hand curl around my finger making me smile happily.

His heart began to beat faster causing his heart monitor to start beeping loudly. Panic filled my heart as I looked at the heart monitors lines go up and down and then suddenly straight.

His heart stopped beating. 

"Aria I need you to step out the room." Ron told me frantically but I nodded my head no holding onto his hand tighter. "Ace please." Ron told him. Ace came up behind me picking me up to take me out of the room.

I grabbed onto Caleb's hand harder screaming for Ace to let me go. "A-Ace s-stop I-it h-he n-needs m-me!" I screamed out through sobs. Ace carried me out of the room while one of the nurses closed the door quickly.

"L-let m-me g-go!" I screamed getting down from Aces arms. I ran towards the door trying to open it but they locked it. "Mom please." He begged as I sunk down on my knees banging on the door for them to open it.

Layla got down on her knees next to me stopping me from banging on the door hugging me. "I'm sorry Aria I know you're hurting." She whispered to me hugging me tightly.

"I d-don't w-wanna l-live a-anymore I-if h-he d-dies." I cried to her. "Don't talk like that please Aria you have five kids that need you we all need you." She told me as I cried.

"I-it's m-my f-fault h-he's I-in t-there L-Layla." I cried to her. "No it isn't Aria things happen." She defended me. "Y-yes I-it I-is L-Layla. I-if I j-just d-didn't a-argue w-with h-him h-he w-would h-have b-been h-home r-right n-now w-with m-me a-and o-our k-kids."