Rogue Alpha Queen

Chapter Twenty-Seven

A small sigh left me. Still sitting in the chair, I stretched my arms and heard some popping noise with my wounds on my back screaming in pain at what I was doing. What a long day I had.

First it was all fine, then spent some time with my mate, she got a message from a crow, took me into a mountain, and told me to stay in this room all alone while she went to her meeting. So boring. Already forgot how long I've been in here.

Time felt so slow since there were no windows or clocks to check the time. They should really fix that.

Resting my chin on my hand, lightly tapping my foot against the ground, a sigh left me. My feet kind of hurt from the small walk through the cold, stone hallway.

Alpha never gave me shoes before and I never wore any, what's the point? It's not like I could adventured off away from the pack house so there was no point on having them.

Letting my mind go back to wandering again, I noticed a small mirror on a table in the corner of my eye across the room and I turned to look at it.

It's been a while since I saw my reflection. Az and Amber say I look beautiful but I don't really believe them. There's nothing beautiful about me.

The sound of the chair scraping against the floor filled the quiet room when I pushed it back. Getting up, I limped over to the mirror.

Standing in front of it, my head bowed to see myself better, a pair of dark brown eyes looked back at me. Moving my head a little, I began to study myself.

My face was free from any bruises or cuts for once in my life. My slightly red lips were plump and my skin cleared. There were a couple faded scars on my cheek from Luna's nails cutting me but no one could see them unless you were really looking.

Reaching up, I gently trace my finger over the scars. The memory of how I earned them flash in my head. Moving my finger over to my lips, my mind through back of Az kissing my forehead. Thinking about it, my cheeks went red.

I wonder how it'll feel if she had kiss my lips instead. Would she be rough or gentle? I never kiss anyone before, I hope I don't mess it up when she does kiss me.

Hearing the door creak open, I snapped out of it and quickly stood up straight. Turning around to see Az leaning down just to walk in the room. Would have giggled at that if I wasn't embarrassed at the moment.

Nervously playing with my fingers, Az sighed. Looking annoyed and angry as she rubbed the back of her neck, making me worry. "Did something happen?" She looked over at me and her expression soften.

"No, the meeting went alright." Walking up to me, Az leaned down until her head was resting on my shoulder, nose rubbing against my neck.

Feeling her warm breathing against me, my blush worsen and a small heat formed in between my legs which I shut tightly.

Azrael placed her large hands on my waist, pulling me closer to her before wrapping them around me. Trapping me in her embrace. "When you weren't at my side, I was beginning to go insane." Huh? Why is she saying such things?

"During the meeting, the entire time all I wanted was you. You sitting on my lap, clinging to me while my hands roam this precious body of yours."

Her breathing became heavy. "Fuck, Iris. You're doing something to me." Feeling something hard against me, I froze. Is that what I think it is?

Azrael's arms around me tighten. After a moment, my arms slowly lifted up and wrap around Azrael.

We stood there in silence for who knows how long. Azrael was the first one to speak. "Tell me more about what Raymond did to you when you were a child. About your shifting."

Is that why she was all quiet when I told Roxie what I did to my wolf? I through I done something wrong to upset her. Guess not.

Unwrapping my arms and taking a step back, Azrael didn't stop me but her hands did twitch. Wanting to pull me back against her but was holding herself back.

Looking away from her, turning my attention off to the side to stare at the wall. Old memories flashed through my head.

Unconsciously, my hand went up to my slightly parted mouth and began feeling one of my canines with a thumb. Feeling how dull and small it was. "Do you know that your canines wear down if they constantly get pulled out." Azeael said nothing, but I can feel her gaze on me.

"When I was little, I always wore a muzzle. But that was my own fault for biting the pack whenever they would pick on me. But before that, Alpha would have grabbed pliers and pull my canines out."

My screams of when I was younger as Alpha pulled my canines out one by one echoed through my mind.

"Luckily being a werewolf, they easily grew back after a week or two. To be honest, I liked the muzzle. It kept me quiet and unable to bite people. By the time Alpha took it off me, he had just ordered me not to shift anymore, and since, I was good. I kept quiet and didn't bite with it off."

An empty feeling wash over me. "I was a good girl."

Lifting my head to look at Azrael, my head tilted and I frown upon seeing her eyes. "Azrael, what's wrong?" Did I say something to upset her? Her eyes are pitch black.

A loud, angry growl suddenly filled the room and next thing I know, I was on the table with the mirror falling down. Azrael's large body was in between my legs and was leaning forward, her arms placed on each side of me.

Looking back into her pitch black eyes, she spoke. "No one but me will ever touch you again, little mate." It sounded like Azrael but her voice was deeper and almost...demonic.

Is this...her wolf? I saw glimpses of her but never had Azrael gave her full control before. Half control maybe, but not full.

"You're mine. I won't let anyone person hurt you ever again. I swear to the Goddess herself. Do you understand?"

My eyes widened at that, staring up at my mate before tears form and began to full. Hiding my face in Azrael's shoulder, her wolf didn't stop me as my sobs began to leave me.

Swearing something to the Moon Goddess is a really big thing. Huge in fact. So huge that not many people would do it. Cause once you swear something to the goddess, you can't take it back no matter what.

Azrael and her wolf just did that without a second thought. They are truly a couple of weirdos.