{EDITED}
[Louis 'P.O.V]
"Louis! Lou fucking open this door before I knock it down!" Harry yells banging his hands on the door.
But I don't get up and open it, I just stay there on the floor crying loudly, the flashbacks of my childhood the memories eating me alive.
"Louis!" Harry yells again before I hear a loud bang. I look up quickly and see that Harry has in fact broken into the room and was rushing towards me with sad eyes.
"Lou" he mumbles and gets down on the floor next to me. He hugs me tight as I bury my face into his shoulders and cry.
I cry for so long. Until I eventually fall asleep.
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I groan and rub my eyes, the bright afternoon sun hitting my face. I open my eyes slowly and turn around and see the bed empty.
I sigh and sit up slowly sit up, rubbing my eyes before I get up. I sigh as the memories from before flood through my mind, but I ignore them and quietly open the door and step out of the room.
I walk down the hallway and into the twins' room but see none of them there, so I walk down the stairs and walk into the living room.
I see Zayn and Niall on one side of the couch while Harry was on the opposite side of them with Amelia and Olivia.
Olivia was asleep on Harrys arms while Amelia was sleep on the spot next to Harry covered with a blanket.
I stare in awe, but they don't notice me standing there. But I could clearly hear them talking.
"I feel bad" Zayn says sadly and my eyes snap over to him.
"Zayn I've already told you-" Harry starts but I didn't want to really eavesdrop so I stand more towards the doorway there they can see me.
And all their heads snap up to look at me.
"Hey love" Harry says sending me a small smile. I smile back slightly before he beckons for me to come sit next to him.
So I walk over slowly as Zayn and Niall watch me closely. I look away from them though and gently pick Amelia up and sit down where she was previously asleep and position her so her head it against my arms and legs against my thighs.
"You okay?" Harry asks and I nod slightly. Not daring to look up at Zayn and Niall.
"Lou.. I'm really sorry" Zayn apologies and I sigh and nod.
"It's fine" I whisper.
"No seriously I never-"
"Zayn it's fine" I snap as he coughs slightly.
"O-okay" he mumbles before him and Niall walk out of the living room.
These beautiful babies are 3 days old, it seems like we've had them for so long.
"Are you sure your okay kitten?" Harry asks turning around to look and me and I give him a small smile, nodding.
"Yes I'm fine" I whisper again as he frowns.
"Okay.. And like we haven't been in the BDSM relationship for a while, how about we start in 2 weeks? Will that be okay with you? We can get trisha to babysit these two for a while?" Harry asks and I nod.
"Yeah that's okay" I smile as he grins.
"Good, now it's only 4 would you like to do anything?" He asks and I shrug.
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YOU'RE MINE {L.S} BDSM MPREG UNDER HUGE EDITING
FanfictionLouis is looking for a new Dom, but no one wants him, from his past record, his far too demanding. Harrys looking for a new sub, but doesn't seem to find one. Until.. Read to find out. If you don't like or understand BDSM don't read the book. THIS...
