Lost in our imagination (The Vamps FanFiction)

7 - What Would I Do Without You?

February 2013

Katie P.O.V

"Oh Christ not again" Livi mumbled but I still heard her.

I couldn't move, I just stood there staring at them across the restaurant. I was oblivious to what was going on around me but honestly I didn't care.

The women was still asking me questions about where we wanted to sit but I wasn't listening to her. Livi was trying to get me to leave but I didn't want to. All I wanted to do was have some food but no matter how hard I tried I just couldn't stay there, I had to get away.

I shoved past everyone in the queue behind me and I ran straight out the door. Livi was still inside but I couldn't just wait outside I had to get as far away as possible so I kept running.

As I ran I could feel the tears starting to escape my eyes and they were even blurring my vision but that didn't stop me. I wiped them away with the back of my hand and tried to take my mind off of it.

No matter how hard I tried I couldn't erase that image from my head and once again floods of tears began to stream down my face. Luckily I had reached the apartment by now.

I ran up the two flights of stairs, unlocked the door and slammed it behind me. I threw down my keys and ran into my bedroom. There on the bed was the box of chocolate Joe had given me just the other day. I picked them up and threw them across the room before flopping straight down on the bed and burying my head in the pillow.

I no longer had to try and hold back the tears so I laid there for about half an hour soaking the pillow with my tears and staining it with my makeup. But I didn't care anymore, I was hurt and nothing anyone said would make me feel better.

"Katie are you here?" I heard Livi shout as she walked into the apartment.

"In here" I managed to say through my sobs.

Livi came running into my bedroom and sat down on the bed next to me. I lifted my head off the pillow, flung my arms around Livi and cried on her shoulder.

"Why Livi?" I asked "why did he do it?"

"I don't know, Alfie told me she was just his cousin but I guess not, well obviously not."

"He kissed her right in front of me, I know he didn't know I was there but I still saw them."

"I know Katie and that must have been horrible, but well he got what he deserved."

"Oh yeah he is definitely being dumped."

"No I don't mean that!"

"Well what do you mean then?"

"Let's just say I stormed over to his table and I may have tipped an entire jug of water over his head and humiliated him in front of everyone."

"No you didn't!"

"Oh but I did."

"And that is why you are my best friend."

"Oh and now he has no girlfriend because I may have told the girl he was with about you and so she topped it off by throwing her food at him!"

"I would have loved to see that" I laughed suddenly perking up.

"It was quite funny."

"Have the past 5 months meant nothing to him?" I asked starting the remember why I was so sad.

"No of course not, he loved you and I don't know why he would do something like this!"

"That's the question I'd like to know the answer to! Did I do something wrong?"

"Of course you haven't, he is just an asshole and doesn't realise what a big mistake he has made!"

"Yeah I guess but I still doesn't make this any easier."

"Well we can at least try, come one!" Livi smiled and she dragged me into the living room.

On the counter was a bag and Livi tipped it's content out on the coffee table.

"Now the only way to take your mind off of it is to rent our favourite movies and eat a load of junk food so that's exactly what we are going to do!"

"I don't know what I would do without you" I smiled as I collapsed on the couch and pulled a blanket over me.

"Well what sort of best friend would I be if I didn't do these sort of thing for you."

"Not a very good one" I laughed.

"Exactly! now have some ice-cream" Livi said as she passed me a tub of Ben and Jerry's cookie dough.

I ripped off the lid and started eating the content of the pot whilst Livi searched for some movies.

We ended up watching a marathon of chic flicks and eating a ton of junk food including ice-cream, chocolate, chips, candy and pizza.

For a few hours I forgot about everything and pushed it all to the back of my mind but I knew that tomorrow morning I would wake up and would go into a depressed and sad mode.

I don't think that I will get over this easily, even if I try and tell myself that he is not worth it, it won't make much difference because I know that I will probably spend the next few weeks indoors.

I won't be able to leave the apartment because I know that I will end up seeing Joe or something. He practically lives next door for christ sake and the only way I can avoid him would be to stay in my apartment.