Lost in our imagination (The Vamps FanFiction)

114 - Don't Give Up

August 2017

Livi's P.O.V

"Katie isn't that Brad on TV" I said lying across the sofa wrapped in my duvet. I was bored so I decided to take over the sofa and watch TV. I was flicking through the channels and stopped on the music one. A really catchy song was playing and it was quite good.

"Yeah that's the band" She said coming over to join me.

"Good song" I nodded as the video continued on. I recognised Connor instantly when his face appeared on the screen and then the drummer came up.

"Him, I know him.." I mumbled strating at the TV.

"What did you say?" Katie asked looking at me.

"Tristan, his name is Tristan..." I said looking at Katie and she smiled.

"You remeber him" She smiled jumping on me.

"Woah, ok lets not kill me" I laughed pushing her on to the floor.

"Livi, it's been like a year since you've remembered something, this means you're still recovering, I can't believe you can remember Tristan" She smiled getting up off the floor.

"Well, I don't remember him that well, just sort of!"

"Do you want to meet him? It might help" She said, I could tell she was hoping I would say yes. When I remembered Brad and Connor she was so happy, I think she really wants things to go back to how they were, whatever that was like!

"Go on then" I smiled at her and she jumped up to get her phone. She was gone for about 10 minutes before coming back in.

"He's free tomorrow! He was going to spend the day with his girlfriend Harriet so would you be ok to meet her?" Katie asked and I nodded.

"Might as well if he's going to be around like Connor and Brad are" I smiled and she hugged me.

"I'm so glad your memory is still coming back, I thought we'd hit a dead end."

"Me too, to be honest I'm kinda glad I'm still remebering stuff, the more I start to remember the more I want my memory to fully come back."

"So you should, we had some pretty good times and met some really cool people" Katie smiled from across the sofa. After a while she joined me in my duvet time on the sofa while watching loads of films.

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"Tristan's here" Katie said as someone knocked on the door.

"You make this so awkward" I laughed and she frowned stopping by the door.

"Why?"

"Because you make it all formal and he'll walk in and be like what the hell am I meant to do" I laughed and she looked all serious at me.

"No time for this, Tristan and Harriet are here" She said before opening the door. Last night more memories of Tristan came back to me and I could actually remember quite a bit about him, more than I could about the other two when I remembered them! The door opened and Katie welcomed Tristan and the girl who I am asuming is Harriet. Just like I said Tristan stood looking like what the hell am I meant to do! So I just ran over to him and hugged him.

"I'm sorry it took me so long to remember you" I whispered to Tristan as I kept a tight grip on him.

"I don't care, I'm just glad you're okay" He whispered back and I smiled. I let go and Katie and Harriet both had massive smiles on their faces.

"It's been way too long Miss Gilbert" Tristan laughed lightly hitting my arm.

"I know, but I'm back, or I guess to me you're back" I said trying to think about what I was saying.

"You must be Harriet" I smiled turning to the girl stood with Katie.

"Yes I am, it's lovely to meet you, Tristan, the boys and Katie always talk about you" She smiled back at me. We all had a massive catch up sat on the sofas for about 2 hours or so. Harriet was really nice and I'm glad she came round, her and Tistan are so cute together.

"How long have you and Tristan been together then?" I asked Harriet as Tristan went to the bathroom.

"About a year and a half" She said, "He's really great."

"You two look like you love each other, you both have the same look and smile when you're with each other" Katie smiled and Harriet laughed.

"Please you and Brad are so obviously in love with each other, two strangers walking down the street would know that, you're always so happy when you're together even if you're not doing anything."

"Yeah but you and Tristan are exactly the same, me and Brad aren't that obvious are we..." Katie cringed while laughing and Harriet nodded her head.

"Don't you think so Livi?" She smiled looking at me and I nodded.

"Yeah she's right, excuse me for a second" I said before getting up and walking towards my room. I didn't really want to be around all the couple talk, even though I sorta brought it up...

"Livi where are you going..." Tristan asked as he walked out the bathroom.

"Oh I was just heading to my room..." I said leaning on the door frame.

"Are you okay?" He asked looking slightly worried.

"Yeah fine" I nodded and he frowned.

"Come on, let's talk" He said pointing to my room and walking in behind me.

"What's up?" He asked sitting down on my bed with me.

"I don't know, I don't really want to talk about all this couple stuff like, I feel sort of lonely because all my friends are in relationships and I haven't found anyone that I think would be perfect for me, like I can tell that Katie just knew with Brad and I just don't know if I'm ever going to get that... I mean of course at the moment I have Ben..."

"Who's Ben?" Tristan asked confused.

"He's like my best friend apart from Katie, he's been there for me since I started back at the acadamy... Anyway, he's probably going to get a girlfriend and then it will be just me" I sighed.

"Livi, calm down, you will find someone, you did before" He smiled at me.

"What Alfie? He's hardly something worth being proud of is he!"

"No, the guy who was with you before the accident" Tristan said and I nodded.

"Oh yeah him... I don't remember him thought" I mumbled and Tristan nodded.

"Livi he's one of my best friends, I've never seen him like he has been over the past few years... You know he's still single, he's not giving up on you, I just hope somewhere inside of you, there's something not giving up on him too..."