Lost in our imagination (The Vamps FanFiction)

59 - Distraction

December 2013

Katie P.O.V

It's only been a day since I've moved back into the apartment but everything seems to have gone back to the way it was before I left just under a week ago. Well I would say its better actually, Livi has explained to me about Amelia and how she found out through James and George and immediety kicked her out. To be honest I'm not really bothered how or why Livi realised Amelia is a bitch, I'm just glad she did. It sucked that I missed spending Christmas with Livi but we had our own Christmas yesterday on the 26th instead of the 25th so I didn't mind.

"Im gonna go see George, I wont be long" I said to Livi as I walked past her in the living room and out the front door.

"Okay" she replied not taking her eyes off the TV.

I was yet to thank George for basically solving everything. I know I was the one that left the voicemail but I had no idea I'd even rang him so if he'd ignored it I could still be living with the boys.

Once I reached George's apartment I knocked on the door but there was no answer. I knocked again and after waiting a few minutes I decided on just opening the door.

"Katie what are you doing?" George asked as I flung open the door and walked into his living room.

"I came to talk to you."

"Well you cant just walk in here" he shouted.

"You do it all the time" I shouted back.

"If it was a problem you would have told me by now" he sighed before placing something down on the table in front of him and it was only then that I realised what else was on the table.

"George what the hell is that?" I asked him.

"Its umm..its.."

"Please tell me thats not what I think it is" I begged and when he didnt answer I knew it was.

"George why do you have drugs?" I asked but it came out as a whisper as I tried to hold back whatever it was I was holding in. I couldn't decide whether it was anger or tears.

"Its for medicinal purposes" he quickly replied.

"Bullshit, tell me the truth."

"I just did."

"Why would you, of all people, need medicinal drugs?"

"I ummm....well I..." he stuttered.

"That's what I thought" I said before turning around and walking towards the door.

"Katie wait" George shouted as he ran after me and tugged on my shoulder so I was facing him.

"It helps me okay, it allows me to clear my mind of all the shit thats happened recenlty and for a short amount of time I can just forget about Joey, about me losing my job, about the fact that I might have to move back home meaning I wont get to see you as often. Its like a get away and I know its wrong but I cant help it. I've only done it once and I don't plan on doing it again because I realise how stupid it is."

"George I had no idea about any of that but you could have come and talked us, we could of helped you, you dont have to go through this alone."

"I know its just you have your own problems and I didnt want to bother you."

"No matter whats going on we'll still be here for you, promise me you won't do it again."

"I'll try as long as you promise not to tell anyone, okay?"

"Okay" I smiled before walking back into my own apartment.

"What took you so long?" Livi asked as I flopped onto the sofa.