Lost in our imagination (The Vamps FanFiction)

Lost In Our Imagination

Katie's been my best friend since I was 12. Throughout the last 6 years we've always been there for each other so much so that we're practically sisters. From the minute I first spoke to her I knew we would end up great friends, and we did.

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Right then every sense of worry I had about him cheating on me vanished, I don't even know why I didn't trust him.

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No matter how hard I tried I couldn't erase that image from my head and once again floods of tears began to stream down my face.

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"Hi well I'm Brad, this is Tristan and that's James" one of them replied.

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"So it wasn't just a dream" I sighed trying not to cry, I didn't want to.

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"No its fi.." I started but stopped what I was saying as looked up and realised who it was "..Brad."

"Well then I guess this is goodbye" Tristan said with a sad look on his face.

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My dreams of going to LDA with Livi were shattered and just as I thought something good was about to happen in my life.

Of course we spent a few days where we did nothing but cry because we realised that we were going to be spending 3 years apart.

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Girlfriend. Brad has a girlfriend. I thought back to when I found out that George was gay and when I saw him kissing that guy, I thought that I would be hurt but I wasn't. Not even a little bit but this hurt me. It hurt a lot. The thought of Brad with another girl broke my heart.

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"Katie I don't hate you and you can't get rid of me that easily."

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"Your right, I also wish I had never met you and maybe I could live my life without anyone interfering. Anyways why would I take advice from someone who can't even recognise a problem in their own relationship" he shouted back.

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"I have a problem with another guy staying in your apartment because I like you" James added.

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"There's a lot of things you don't know about me Brad" I laughed.

"I would forgive and forget 1000 times over for someone like you because I'm not willing to throw everything away over something so small and stupid."

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Part of me wanted to go over to them and ask Livi why she was avoiding me or why she hadn't at least texted me but I knew that it was pointless and besides I'm sure she just forgot or something

"No buts" Connor said interrupting me "It's probably just a one time thing or maybe they just forgot to invite you along, give her a chance and I'm sure everything will work itself out."

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I paused for a minute thinking about what I should say "Its about Brad."

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"I can't do this anymore, I told you how I felt and you let me believe that you actually liked me as well, but then you bring HIM along and practically start..... Dating right in front of me" he yelled stopping in the middle of the car park

"I want to be with you, not him, YOU"

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"So did you mean everything that you said?" I asked.

"Every last word" he smiled.

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"At least I'm not the one who's turned into a bitch! I don't even know you anymore" I said before slamming the front door shut and running down the stairs and outside onto the high street.

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"I shouldn't have said everything I did and I can't believe that's it's only now that I realise that, you are my best friend and I should always believe you over anyone."

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" I want to be the one who you share exciting things with, who you complain too when you've had a bad day at school or work, who you open up to when you're upset, I want to be the guy that you want to be with, because I make you happy. I want to make you smile and realise that no matter what's happened to you or happens to you, there's always someone there that will care about what happens next."

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"Everything is complicated and that's how it's always going to be, I don't want to lose your friendship if things don't work out between us and as much as I'd like to, I don't know if I can take that risk because I couldn't stand it if I never saw you again."

"I can't do that though and in order for you to be happy I need to let someone else do those things with you, you need someone who will there for you each and everyday, who will take you on dates every weekend and will make you smile and not have to wait. As much as it kills me to picture you with someone else I know that I can't be the typical boyfriend."

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"Brad I dont care about what you did, I know you didnt mean it and as stupid as it is I still forgave you the second you said you were sorry. Ive been thinking about this for the past few days and you have to understand that its the right thing to do."

"Just to let you know, there wont be anyone else and I wont move on, if there's a chance that you will come back then I'll wait and I dont care how long for because when that day comes everything will be okay again. Even though we argued a lot it was still worth it in the end and I just wanted to make sure you knew that" he said and I just simply smiled and nodded.

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"Because I dont just want to be your friend, thats not going to work for me and I cant just pretend like I'm okay with just being your friend when I'm not."

"I was never going to give up, even though I told you that I wouldn't bother you anymore if you told me not too we both know that that's just not going to happen. Even if you try and stay away from me and even if you never speak to me again it doesn't mean I will love you any less."

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"I forgot what it was like to have a family, to have parents that are there for you and love you, and do everything your parents have done this weekend, having a sister or brother wasn't ever going to be an option in my house, you have a beautiful family and it just makes me remember everything I lost" I said as I could feel tears coming in to my eyes.

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"I cant just pretend that Im happy here when Im not, I know that I came here to do dance but I hate it. Im not even enjoying my classes because I'm used to having classes with you. Im used to doing everything with you guys and I thought it was going to be easy to do this myself but it not, its the hardest thing to do and its made me realise that I need to be with you and the boys to be happy, its not even about dance anymore."