Lost in our imagination (The Vamps FanFiction)

92 - Losing My Mind

August 2014

Livi's P.O.V

I had the biggest headache ever. I couldn't feel anything in my body but I knew I was alive. I could faintly hear talking but couldn't work out what was being said. I didn't know where I was or what I had been doing prior to this, but I knew I wanted to wake up. I hated not being able to feel anything. I was in a whole new place. Darkness. I didn't like it. I wanted to go back. The ache in my head was getting worse every second. Why do I feel like it's all over. If I wanted to, I could leave right now. Leave everything behind me and give up. But they aren't getting rid of me without a fight. I have so much more to a complish, and I'm not ready to give it all up yet. I don't know what happened but a sudden burst of energy flashed through me and I felt like I saw my parents... I knew it wasn't them as there was no way for me to see them, I don't know why I felt like they were saying something to me... I needed to get out of here, it wasn't the same place it had been when I'd arrived. It was scaring me, I wanted to be back in my life. I suddenly felt my body... I could feel my sences starting to come back in to action. I could faintly hear noises. Soon I made them out in to sentences.

"You should go home, have a shower."

"I'm not leaving, not until she wakes up."

"At least eat something, anything."

"Don't, I want to be here, just leave me be."

I didn't have much energy but I felt something touch my hand. I knew if I wanted to get out of where ever I was, I needed to do it now. So I started to move my fingers. It was very slowly and wasn't much but I felt the hand move away and could hear a lot more fuss going on around me. I knew I wanted to wake up now and could hear someone talking to me... I slowly managed to open my eyes. My vision was blurred at first but soon it started to clear. There was someone above me and as my vision focused I didn't recognise them...

"Livi, you're awake" They were smiling down at me and I just frowned. I looked around and I had no idea where I was or why I was here.

"Livi? Are you alright?" The boy kept asking me but I was trying to process who they were.

"Who are you?" I ended up asking as I really had no idea.

"What?" They whispered stepping away from me. Suddenly someone else came in and I instantly knew who it was.

"Katie" I said and she ran over to me and hugged me.

"Thank god your ok" She said as we held on to each other.

"What's going on?" I asked as more people who I didn't know joined me in the room, "Who are these people?"

"What?" The other people all asked just like the first boy had. They all stood back while Katie stood next to me.

"Livi, it's your best friends" She slowly said and I frowned.

"Katie your my only friend, we don't know anyone else" I said and she was now frowning.

"No Livi, we met them at Santa Monica, then became better friends when we moved to London."

"LONDON?" I asked shocked, "We live in LA!"

"Livi, we've lived in London for the past year."

"No we haven't, I think I would know if we have" I said and they were starting to scare me. I didn't like all these people starting at me, I wanted them gone.

"We need a doctor" One of them mumbled and I flipped.

"No we don't! I want you people gone! I want to know what's going on!" I yelled and Katie said they should leave.

"No, Livi, it's me, your boyfriend" One of them said to me walking closer to me.

"No your not, Alfies my boyfriend, just leave me alone" I said wanting to cry while putting my hands on my face. I was so confused. All these people where telling me different things to what I knew and I didn't like it.

"Alfie..." Katie mumbled as the boys left the room.

"Help me Katie, I don't understand what's happening" I said finally crying and she sat with me.

"Don't worry, we'll sort this out" She said putting her arm round me.

"But why don't I know all those people, who are they?"

"Don't worry about them right now" She said, "Livi, what year do you think it is?"

"It's 2013 isn't it?" I said and her eyes went wide.

"We need to get you to a doctor... You really don't remember anything?" I shook my head. I had no clue what had happened. I wanted to know but when I tried to ask Katie she would just say to wait for the doctor, the doctor will sort things out. I have never been more scared. Seeing Katie worried made me worry. I just wanted everything to be normal. To be away from all those strangers who were in my room, to be back with Katie in our small crappy apartment in LA and to be safe with Alfie. I wanted my life, I didn't want this. I didn't think waking up would bring me such confusion. If I'd have known it would, I would still be in that dark place right now, where I suddenly thought felt a lot more safe...