Lost in our imagination (The Vamps FanFiction)

79 - Just Like Before

June 2014

Katie P.O.V

Its been about an hour since Livi left and I already miss her. I sucked that the others had to work today because I would have loved to see them to say goodbye properly but maybe its better that I didn't because otherwise I'd be even more upset than I already am. Brad and I still haven't spoke, as expected but I think that's for the best because I wouldn't want to ruin the others trip if they knew that Brad and I were arguing yet again. As much as I want to sort this out and at least be friends I know that's way too much to ask from him and I just think we should let this thing sort itself out.

The girl I share my room with, Sophie, came back about 20 minutes ago from wherever she'd been the past couple of days and just when I thought I could spend some time with her and get to know her better she left leaving me alone in the room. I was lead on my bed watching YouTube on my laptop which is what I spend most of my time doing when someone knocked on the door. A part of me was hoping that it was Livi but I knew that she would already be at the airport by now so I assumed it would just be Sophie or one of her friends.

"What are you doing here?" I asked the person stood outside my room.

"I came to see you."

"But your meant to be at the airport" I replied as I stepped aside to let them into my room.

"I know I am."

"Then why aren't you?"

"Because I couldn't leave without sorting this out Katie."

"That's not what you were saying the other day" I said to Brad as he sat down beside me.

"And I was wrong to say what I did."

"How about a few weeks ago when James asked you to speak to me, you had a chance to speak to me then, we could have sorted everything out."

"Wait what?"

"Don't act like you don't know what I'm talking about!"

"But I don't.."

"Perhaps this will jog your memory 'I don't love her anymore' or 'why should I bother' do you remember saying any of that?"

"Wait, no Katie you've got it all wrong."

"Oh have I?"

"Yes you have.."

"I know what I heard!"

"But.."

"Don't pretend..."

"Just listen to me" Brad yelled and I stopped.

"I wasn't talking about you, James was trying to get me to speak to Emily because he thought it would help me get over you."

"Oh" was all I said.

"Yeah oh, do you really think I would say all that about you? of course I still love you and I would never be that reluctant to speak to you."

"So maybe I was wrong and I'm sorry but you still had a chance the other day."

"But you have to understand that it wasn't easy for me to see you that day after being apart for so long with no contact what so ever."

"That isn't an excuse Brad, I was apart from all of you, not just you and like I said I wanted to try and be friends, I still do."

"So do I but I don't think I can."

"Why not?"

"Because I don't just want to be your friend Katie, that's not going to work for me and I cant just pretend like I'm okay with just being your friend when I'm not."