Torn Between Two

Chapter 50

Connor

I just imagine what will happen when we get home. "Hey boys so we are going to Tyde's football game you want to come? You don't have to. I know you must be really tired." Laurelle says. I look down. Say no Troye say no. "Umm yeah we are really tired. Thank you though for offering." Troye says and hits my leg a little. He puts his hand on my thigh. "That is okay. I know school is tiring. He has many more games." Laurelle says. Troye moves his hand closer to my area. I close my eyes and clench my fists. I try and distract myself by looking out the window. "If you guys want I can leave some food out. You can have a snack? Or you not hungry?" Laurelle says turning a corner. Troye puts his head on my shoulder. He then brushes his hand against it. I clench my eyes closed. Don't get turned on. Don't think about what he will do. Troye then moves his hand to my stomach. He rubs small circles on my stomach as I look out the window. "So what are you guys planning on? Cause we might catch a movie after." Laurelle says. I smile a little wanting to say what is on my mind but, I won't do that. "Maybe movies and fall asleep to that." Troye says. She nods and then pulls into the driveway. We all get out and slowly walk up to the house. I look at the way the dirty is and the one little flower growing. I crouch down and pull my phone out to take a picture. Letting go of Troye's hand. I slowly lean down closer to get the perfect angle. I smile once the picture is taken. "I know shush." I say and I hear Troye laugh he sits beside me. "I think it is cute." Troye says while rubbing my leg. I then take another picture then turn the camera around to face us. I kiss his cheek quickly. I then take the picture. "No a better one." Troye says and then takes my cheek and then I quickly switch to the camera and then Troye full on kisses me. I take a picture. Then I turn my phone off and push him to the ground the wind making my shirt flows lightly around my stomach. Troye puts his hands on my back. I keep my lips right on him. "Wow can you two get a room?" Sage asks pulling up out of her car. We keep kissing. Sage comes over. "Did you two love birds hear me?" Sage asks. Troye moves his leg to kick her away. "Okay I know when I am not wanted." Sage says and laughs and she slowly walks away into the house. I laugh into the kiss at her little remark. I wish I had her as a sister she actually cares for Troye. She doesn't actually go behind his back and hate him. Doesn't date an enemy. I wish I had that. But my sister as I have to call her is a useless peice of shit. Who does care about if I live or not. She used to be okay towards me but, I don't know what got into her the past months. "Boys you coming?" Laurelle asks. I break away from Troye's lips. "Yeah." Troye says and we slowly climb off each other. I help him up. Then we walk inside. "Hey finally. Did you guys wear protection?" Sage asks. I blush a little. Then look down. "Awe Connor is embarrassed. Troye help your boy!" Sage says and ruffles my hair a little. Then she walks away. "Mom when are you leaving?" Troye asks her while we sit down in the kitchen. "Probably in 5 minutes. They Tyde and Steele got home early as well so Tyde is ready." Laurelle says. We both nod. Troye puts his hand back on my thigh. I glare at him. I mouth stop. I can't do it right yet. I know we both want to but, I know I can't do that. "Okay cool. We are going to do watch a movie now. Have fun." Troye says and takes his hand off my thigh and pulls me up the stairs and then runs into his room. "Someone is very excited." I say and he nods. I walk into the room and he pulls me to him. He locks the door. Then pushes me up against it. "How can I not be?" Troye asks and then kisses my lips hard. Biting them every so often. "Mhhm Troye we should wait until they leave. So I don't moan to loud." I whimper out as his hand moves closer to my area. "Okay well doesn't stop me from kissing you." Troye says and then kisses me. Then he slowly puts his hand around my waist and picks me up. "Troye. Ahh." I say and he brings me to the bed. "God I want you to bad." Troye whispers into my shirt. He lays me on the bed. He gets on top of me. "We are teenage boys. So what do you except." I say and he nods. "And look at me. I know you want me." Troye says and then rips his shirt off. He slowly moves to get my shirt off too. Our shirts thrown wherever they can be. "Boys we are leaving don't have to much fun!" Sage yells and then taps the door. I smile a little. "Oh we can't promise that." Troye whispers into my ear. "Oh we sure can not." I whisper back. Troye grabs my pants and rips them off as fast as he can. Then I slowly takes his off. Our boxers is what is stopping us from such an amazing yet painful feeling. "God I fucking love you." Troye says kissing me chest. "I love you more." I say and he smiles. He lowers the kisses and with that. The night we have wanted is slowly unfolding itself.