Torn Between Two

Chapter 21

Connor 

He is meeting my family that is crazy. My dad is what I am worried about. I don't know if he loves me anymore. My family they don't love me. I know one person who does though and that is Troye. He loves me. He is sweet to me already. I can't believe it. "Come in!" My mom yells I walk in first Troye second and he closes the door. I take my shoes off and close my eyes bringing him into the living room slowly to see my dad there. He isn't talking he is reading. "Mom?" I ask and walk into the kitchen. "Umm is dad umm." I say quietly and she shakes her head. "No he isn't." She says making pasta. "Okay." I say and then Troye follows me to the living room again. "Umm dad?" I ask looking down. "Yeah?" His voice hits my ears and I want to die. He will hurt me. "This is Troye. Troye my dad." I say. Troye goes out to reach out to shake his hand my dad doesn't. Troye then scratches his hand. "Is this your boyfriend because if you are gay then." He starts. "Peter umm can you help me with something?" My mom calls saving me. "Yeah sure." He says and gets up and walks away. "Alright." I say and then I show him around the house. I lead him downstairs. "This is mainly the room where we used to have family game night." I say and then I look at the table. This is where my dad spends his time drinking. Beer bottles everywhere. I just sigh. "Con?" Troye asks I turn around. He touches my face lightly. "Yeah?" I ask and then he is about to speak. "Connor come here!" My mom yells. I slowly walk away from Troye up the stairs. I walk into the kitchen and my mom tells me to set the table. "Mom I have to show him my siblings still." I say and she looks at me. "It will only take you a minute." My mom says. I don't even bother to argue. I grab some plates slowly. My stomach hurting. Troye takes them out of my hands. "I got it Con." Troye says and then I grab some glasses and utensils I take them into the dining room. "Thanks." I say and we set the table slowly. "I'll tell you later what I wanted to say." Troye says and then I put the last glass down. "Okay." I say and then look at him wanting to kiss him so bad. "Let's meet your siblings." Troye says. I walk up the stairs Troye right behind me. I walk into Nic's room and she looks up. "Connor." She says and then looks at Troye. She comes over and then her mouth falls open. "He is with Tyler why is he near you!" Nicola says and I cover her mouth. "Shut up okay. Never mind you don't need to meet him. You already have I guess." I say and then I turn to walk out. "No Connor I didn't mean it like that way. Also what happened to your face it is worse." She says and touches it. I just back away. "Leave it alone bye." I say and walk out the door. I walk into my room. Troye follows. "They don't leave me be." I say and put my head against the door. "I have 2 brothers just give me a minute to breathe." I say to Troye. He nods. I just keep my head on the door his hands come around my waist and he hugs me from behind. "I am here." Troye says. I just keep my eyes closed and feel his warmth against my back. "Thank you." I say and then he kisses my neck lightly. "Anytime baby." Troye says. Baby? I like that a lot. I mean more than I should. God I am falling for him more and more each day. Each minute we spend with each other. "Alright I am ready." I say to him. Touching his hand and he breaks the hug. "Okay." He says and we walk out. I slowly walk into my brother Brandon's room. "Connor?" He asks. "Hi brother. This is Troye my friend Troye this is my younger brother Brandon." I say and he gets up and comes up to Troye. He shakes his hand. Then I look at him. He looks at my face.

"Don't say anything." I say and walk out. I walk down the hall to my brother Dustin. "Dustin?" I ask and he has his girlfriend over. "Connor out!" He yells and throws his pillow at me. "Well never mind." I say to Troye he laughs a little. "That was my older brother Dustin." I say and I laugh a little too. "Don't have to much fun!" I yell and I hear something but don't pick it up. I walk into the room and sit on the bed. Troye comes over and sits beside me. He starts to hum. "Tell me something you haven't told me yet." I say trying to change the subject. "Okay well I can sing?" Troye says and I look at him. "No way." I say. He nods. I then touch his face. "Sing to me?" I ask he laugh and then smiles. "Alright I haven't sung in a while." Troye says and I sit cross legged read to hear my beautiful boyfriend sing to me. To make my life even better. Music has always been there for me. So will Troye so what could be better than his voice and music combined to make me fall for him. I love this so much. Now I just have to watch out for Tyler, Troye has to spend time with him. Or will he just not care anymore and be with me. If he does that I couldn't handle it. Him getting bullied like crazy. I don't want that. I will have to act like I hate him at school if he likes it or now.