Torn Between Two

Chapter 15

Connor 

His eye! What happened! I saw him about 2 hours ago! What happened between then and now. Troye doesn't sit in the back but, he sits the seat next to me. He turns to face me, he parts his lips then nothing comes out. He just stares at me like a lost dog looking for his owner. I am about to say something then Tyler comes up when the bus stops. I don't look at Troye anymore. "Troye what the hell!" Tyler says and slaps his arm. I just see him close his eyes and mouth a swear word. "Tyler not feeling well. The front isn't as bumpy." Troye says and I close my eyes. He is hurting what happened did he do it to himself. Did he cut? No stop you are not supposed to care. "Alright. Anyways Franta you don't get away today. Right Troye?" Tyler says hitting my shoulder hard. I flinch trying not to cry the pain from my father hurting me more than Tyler. I look at Troye. "Yeah not getting away." Troye says and closes his eyes. Don't take it to heart remember. He cares for you. He does. But you can't he will hurt you. With his self harm. That will make you want to cut more. Whatever fuck it! "Troye." I say and he looks my way. Tyler has already moved back. I need to ask him what happened. "What happened?" I ask looking scared for him. "I fell." Troye says lying. "Fucking bullshit. Tell me. You can text me if you want." I say and Troye shakes his head. "Leave it Connor." Troye whispers to me. "Okay." I say trying not to push it so much. I feel bad for him. I want to help his eye. Whatever hurts on him. "Call me tonight." Troye says and I nod. I want to talk now. But I will call him tonight He wants to talk then. "Why don't you just come over?" I ask then suddenly take it back my dad. He will beat me more. "I can't tonight." He says and turns in his seat when the jocks make it on. Mark behind Marcus, I feel a hit on my head and laughs along the bus. "HEYYYY!" I hear Tyler yell. I close my eyes the pain in my head going crazy like I am in a dance club and the music is way too loud to even handle. "Ugh." I say and then put my earphones in. Troye looks my way. I turn my head to look for answers in his eyes. I wish I could read him. Like a book it would be so much easier. Unfortunately he isn't an open book like I am. I look at his ocean eyes thinking about what is wrong with him. What happened to him to get that black eye. Something crazy. Not falling down the stairs. Something way worse. I am honestly scared to hear what did happen. I feel the bus stop and I slowly walk off the bus trying not to throw up from the pain in my body. It hurts. I see my sister walk past me. She gives me the look of scared, mixed with i'm sorry. I slowly walk to my locker. I feel someone touch my shoulder. Sage. "You have to stay away from Troye or I will tell Tyler." Sage says I look taken back from what she just said. "Wait why?" I ask she shakes her head and she walks away. She will tell Tyler. He will hurt Troye. I through my books into the locker. Then close it when I get shoved into the locker. My head hitting the locker. I moan out the pounding of my head splitting my skull open. "You better have not touched him Franta, if you did remember what I said!" Tyler says and hits my stomach. "Still fat." Tyler says and laughs walking away. "Yes I know." I say and I see Troye walking slowly by me. He frowns towards me then follows Tyler. I just watch him talk with his so called friends. They make him hurt more. They need to fuck off. I hate when someone treats someone like shit even if I don't know them. I guess i'm used to feeling of not having someone there. I hear Tyler laugh and then Troye sigh. He slaps his face and Troye holds his face. The bell for art. I grab my art and slowly walk down the hall. Wonder what we will be asked to do today. I walk in and sit down in the seat. Looking across to Troye. He is already staring at me. I blush a little and he seems like he is trying to kill me with his stare. I tilt my head and he shakes his head and breaks out of trance. He was thinking? I don't know. I look down and listen to the teacher. "Alright you will be drawing something scary. It can be anything." Mr. Howell says. With that I look down and start to draw something scary?

 What should I draw with this. I draw a skinny boy with a sweater on. Him happy on one side and the other side a demon coming out. Attacking someone else. I draw a boy who is on the ground slowly dying from the demon attacking him. You can see the cuts just below the sweater of the boy half happy half not. I then angrily write something across the page in all capital letters. TRXYE. I look at my page and then I start to slowly erase the TRXYE I don't know why I wrote that but it felt right. I feel a hand on my shoulder. "I'll see myself out." I say and start to stand up. "No Connor sit." Mr. Howell says and I do. "I like this. It is scary. But I would like to talk to you after class okay?" Mr. Howell says he walks away to Troye. "Mellet will also see me after class." I hear across the room. "I don't get this school honestly." Troye says and throws his hands up in the hair and puts his head down. "You tell me to draw something scary and then I get into trouble." Troye says and I put my head down thinking. What will Mr. Howell make us do after class? 

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Guys im so tired I think this might be the last chapter for today. I am not sure. I just had so many ideas i wanted to get down. Now they are all down and well. I will probably write tomorrow and post a chapter im not sure. But I did like 4 chapters in one day and that is about 2000 words or more each chapter and my hands are cramping from writing on my computer lol. well thanks for all the support and 100 reads already oh my god! thank you all and I love you all! *wink* byeeeeee