Yandere Simulator One Shots (Completed)

153: Letter To Ayano

I wrote this in a different style to how I usually do. Please tell me your thoughts. Requested by AnonymousWriter37

Ayano Aishi & Nemesis-chan:

Dear Ayano Aishi.

Darkness. When everything you know and love is taken away from you, so harshly, all you can think about is anger, hatred and even revenge, and no one can save you. That's how it is. That's how it's always been, even though it didn't have to be that way.

I was a lonely girl, my mother deceased just days after my birth. My father placed the blame on me. Do you know what's it's like to be accused of something you could never have done? He was abusive, to him I was nothing more than a mistake, a punching bag. I finally made my escape a year before I met you. You never knew of my past, because that didn't matter, did it?

What about you, huh? A normal girl with a normal family? Hah. Don't make me laugh. I saw you for who you were, cold and emotionless. A part of me told me not to trust you, maybe I should've listened to it.

Do you remember how we met? I do. That day replays itself in my mind. It was our first day at Akademi high, right? You approached me, trying to be nice. It was the first kindness I've ever been shown, and I became attached to that. That was probably a bad idea. We were the outcasts, the broken, but that day we belonged. I began to follow you like a lost puppy, but you didn't seem to mind.

That's when it went downhill. You met a mysterious person who refers to herself as Info-chan. Nobody knew her real name. She gave you the chance to become an assassin, and you took it. You introduced me to it, like a drug, and soon killing students became my drug. Anything to make my only friend happy.

But that didn't please you, did it? Nothing could ever please you. I still remember what you said to me.
"Oh darling, you are so very broken and no one cares to notice."
Nobody noticed. Nobody noticed me like your 'precious senpai' never noticed you.

That wasn't fair. You stopped with the assassination business in favour of killing for selfish needs. Those needs being his love. That was your drug. You didn't even care if you had to kill me. Sometimes I wish you had, so I wouldn't have to live this life of regret. I'm a monster, all because of you.

I fell in love, not like you care. Do you know what I said to myself when I felt these feelings? 'Only a fool would fall in love with someone as deadly as me.' I was a deadly assassin, probably one of the best in Japan, all because of you. I could never be happy in love now. Then you murdered her, all because she liked him. You killed my Senpai just so you could have yours.

I trusted you, but I guess I can't blame you, can I? That was my mistake. You lead me down a destructive path, and I was foolish enough to follow. You think you are broken inside, but really you are just an asshole.

Because of you, I am nothing but a monster. And in the end that's all I ever was.

Tekitai - I mean, Nemesis-chan.