Hey guys! So...I've been thinking about this, and after a bit of debate and deliberation I thought it's about time I published an actual book to all my updates to my life.
This won't be like my rants book in any way. Rants can remain rants. If I get...
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I failed two of my courses. Passed both of my sociology courses and failed, for the third time, computer science.
And failed Spatial Analysis, but that's a different story.
I'm honestly just done. The whole breaking thing is finally catching up to me and I'm hating it so much. My mom didn't get super mad at me, but I'm still feeling a little dispirited.
Maybe a visit to my grandfather's grave would help me. I've been like this since he died two years ago. Thankfully I'm going back to China later this summer so hopefully a bit of closure could give me strength to go on. Thinking about it now, it still hit me pretty bad when I got the news at first and then that was when I lost it.
Or maybe I should see a psychiatrist or therapist? Hopefully they could help me out to an extent.
Or maybe I should just drop out of all my Author Games. I'm already doing myself a favour by not signing up for any more future Games, not even the ones that are currently open for reservations, but...
(*sighs*)
I'm just hoping it would be more than enough. I don't even know anymore.
