what the hell had I just done?!

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2017-10-13, 9:12 PM

Anyone would say that getting a job interview is one of the greatest things that could ever happen to them. 

But how should one feel if they were just randomly signing up for job positions that the school dishes out for them only to realize the one that they've been selected for is situated on the other half of the world?

The organization that chose me for their webcam interview process has its headquarters in SHANGHAI. 

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I mean, the prospect sounds exciting

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I mean, the prospect sounds exciting. But I have so much to worry about!

Accommodations--where will I stay if I get selected?

Funds--how can I pay for everything?

Documentations--what do I need to secure my trip?

I mean, I tell myself to take it slow. One thing at a time. First, get serious with the interview, and then go from there. But truth is, I've never been out of the country on my own! No, Vancouver does not even count--I was still in Canada, so yeah, not counting that.

It's my chance to go out and explore the world. That's what I want to do.

But I'd leave a lot behind! I'm leaving my family behind, and my friends, and possibly C (if I want to take my friendship with him to the next level, since I am still not sure right now about dating him seriously)...and a lot of other things...

I just wasn't prepared. I honestly just signed up for random jobs that I think I might have a shot at, and...

*SCREMS*

Okay, but one thing at a time. Ace the interview, and then deal with anything else.

But okay I AM FREAKING OUT. RIGHT NOW.

WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MYSELF?! HOLY CRAP HOLY CRAP

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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