A Glimpse at my Emotions

Changing Profile Themes

2017-10-31, 11:26 PM

So I'm pretty sure by this point most of you wonder, why the heck does Clara change her profile theme a lot? One moment she's showing her love for Pokemon, next she's into a Disney mood, then a Miraculous mood, then a Hamilton mood, then Heathers...I mean, why?

I might as well let you know now that I'm completely unpredictable. I'm not going to be cheesy here because it's true--whenever you're stuck with me, who knows what kind of day I'll bring to you, or what kind of vibe I'll be carrying? So is the same with my interests--one moment I'd be really into one thing, the next I'd be into another. The thing is, I absolutely love every single fandom I've put on my bio--from Hamilton to Wicked, from Moana to The Little Mermaid, from Miraculous to Pokemon--that I have to give each some love at some point in time. And whenever I change my profile, I wanted it to reflect what I'm thinking and feeling and loving at that moment, most likely because of something I'm listening to or watching that made me so, so happy.

Take Pokemon, for instance. I play Pokemon GO and I'm on level 25 (not to brag, considering that I did start in January this year so I've played for around 9 months now)--and let's say that I caught an amazing Pokemon that I haven't had registered in my Pokedex, or won an epic raid battle and caught the raid boss with great stats and IVs that makes me squeal. I'd be so proud representing my team that I'd end up putting up Team Instinct pics and things. Consider me a geek, but when it comes to showing my pride, I end up going all out.

Or even Disney! If I end up watching a movie that I love and fangirl over it, well, bam. I change my profile again to match the theme of the film because of its beauty.

I always went by the belief that change is completely normal, and is completely okay! Just because I fangirl about one thing doesn't mean I completely forget about another. There's a reason why I love so many fandoms, and why I love people who are in several fandoms at once; you never know when you come across something so amazing that you end up changing your profile to express the pride you feel for said fandom.

Or even with basic aesthetics--if you think it suits well with your mood, go for it! I used to have a girl holding an umbrella and rain as the basic aesthetic to show my sad mood, and I'm completely okay with it. There's nothing wrong with being open--I think the point of a profile in the first place is to express yourself as a person. Use it to introduce yourself! It's one of the first things people notice, and I change it so often to let everyone know that hey, I'm not just a person who only likes one kind of thing.

I find it fun to dip my toes into these kinds of things and express myself as a person bit by bit. And I'm happy to use it as a means of letting other people see what kind of person I am.

It also gives me a good opportunity to display my self-made graphics too!

I don't do it with Facebook because there are people who actually know me as a serious kind of person (and these are people I've met at least once, face-to-face, so keeping up my image on Facebook is pretty important), but I love to do it here on Wattpad! I just hope none of you guys actually mind. I thought I'd clear up the mess.

So yeah! :)

Now my stomach hurts for some unexplained reason. Oh, and it's now past midnight on the first day of November! YAY! Not yay.

On a completely unrelated note...about C. I don't know why, but alone I feel like I'm falling for him, while with him I'm scared of what he'd do to me. If you want the full story, just PM me. I don't feel comfortable talking about it here.

And that's it for now. Thanks for reading this weird entry of mine, and I hope you have a wonderful night.