2020-06-30, 11:38 AM
Quarantine has made everything so difficult--especially for one who thought she had found the one for her. Months apart only made myself feel fonder for him, but he reconnected with a girl he once knew in high school.
Heartbroken or thankful? I don't know anymore. One side of me is feeling crushed--I can't just forget the things we did in the little time we had together. On the other side, he helped me realize that maybe not all boys are literal dicks after all. Even if he did push the uncomfortable on me at one point he wasn't always like this--hollering after me because I stood out to him in some unimaginable way.
To him, I wish him the best. I wouldn't say it to him, but I hope he's happy with her.
And as for me, I think I really should let loose and not worry about love for a while. I've gotten rid of everything that would entice me to find a guy (except Hogwarts Mystery) and think about romance at all. Perhaps for once I really should embrace the single life before it strays from me for good again.
When it does, I hope it's for the good of both of us.
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