A Glimpse at my Emotions

It's only gotten worse.

2017-06-04, 6:57 pm

I can't understand this anymore. All their words, all they say and do, is just to condescend me and for what?

I mean, okay. The only reason I have not gone down this time for dinner is because I have honestly had it with them. I have constantly heard them tell me that they are no longer supporting me for my next university term, and all they think I ever do at school is waste my time.

I beg your damn pardon?! That's not all I ever do! All these times I have been writing AGs and roleplaying have not completely compromised my education--as if I'd actually have the heart to play any freaking games! All except Town of Salem and maybe a few apps on my phone, but that was literally it. Distractions. I have been hiding behind distractions to escape all this and yet what would it be for?

I can't stand this anymore. My dad now had limited the wifi usage on my laptop and has probably permanently blocked Wattpad and possibly Town of Salem too! And for what? What for? What good would come out of this? Don't they understand that they are the problem? Don't they understand that it's because of them that I can't be happy anymore?

I swear this day has become the freaking worst. All I want to do is just collapse somewhere and cry. I feel like such a lost cause right now. I don't know where to go or what to do if this keeps up.

I need help.