Letting Go Is Easier Said Than Done (An Original Story)

Chapter 48

Chapter 48

After school...

  Derek hasn't believed me when I've said that I'm fine the past twenty times that I've said so over the course of the school day. Since we don't have much homework for a Monday, he decided that we'll linger a bit and walk home, even though it's nearly a forty five minute walk for the both of us. My parents already okayed it so it's allowed. We grab our things from our lockers and begin the somewhat lengthy walk home. 

   I walk hand in hand in silence with him for a few minutes before he breaks it. We come to a halt and he takes my hands in his, playing with them gently. "Myra, please talk to me. I know today's been rough for you and I want to know what I can say or do to cheer you up. I don't like seeing you like this. It hurts my heart." I shrug my shoulders as my bottom lip gives out and trembles. He notices it and immediately pulls me towards his body. My feelings get the best of me and I break down in his arms. He doesn't speak or force me to while I'm crying. He simply rubs my back in circles, allowing me to let it all out before I actually speak. I cry for a good ten minutes before coming back to Earth, mentally anyway. When I do, I take a deep breath and finally get enough courage to open up to him.

    "Today was mortifying for me. I've been haunted all day by what happened in first period. I'm not a person who likes to be put on the spot, especially by teacher. As you know, I have sever anxiety... I know me obsessing over one little moment is stupid. I'm sorry for being such an emotional mess. I really wish that I wasn't... but I am." Derek tenderly kisses my forehead. "Myra, don't apologize for expressing your emotions in front of me. I want you to be honest and open. It's important to be honest and open in a relationship. Those two traits are the ones that often make or break a relationship." I nod while sniffling, wiping stray tears away. 

    I lean my head on Derek's shoulder as he wraps a strong arm around me. "I love you so much Derek. You're the best." He gives me a warm smile. "I love you too Myra. You're a gem." I wrap my arms around him tightly. "Don't ever leave me." Derek chuckles lightly. "I wouldn't dream of it." His facial expression then becomes serious. "Seriously. There's no other girl for me than you." I blush and hide my face in my hands. He bends down, kisses both of my hands, pulls them away from my face, and kisses me on the lips. It's a simple kiss but I can easily feel the love radiating through it. It's a much better ending to a rather shitty day.

About an hour later...

   Derek and I arrive at my house and linger for a few minutes more before exchanging one more kiss goodbye and a loving hug. I stand in the doorway until Derek is out of view. I then go inside and get my homework finished within an hour so I can enjoy supper without any worries. 

After supper...

  I call Becky for a bit to tell her a few things before I call it a night early tonight. Today was a long day and it took a lot out of me.