Monochrome Rainbow [✔️Completed]

DEPERSONALIZE

I'm not really here 

just a wandering ghost 

disconnected from reality 

watching my own body decay 

from an uncomfortable distance 

There's no feeling in my bones 

no rhythm in my movements 

no passion in my words 

no drive to pursue what I'm told to chase 

no emotion for what others take for granted 

I'm peering through a foggy window

into someone else's life

at a body meant to be my own

drifting by without anyone noticing

including myself

I don't feel a single sensation 

everything I touch 

is met with cold numbness 

every action taken without meaning 

just a corporeal bystander 

I don't even know if I'm real 

or living in a hazy daydream 

looping over and over 

a lost soul trapped in a limbo 

separated from everyone else 

I'm here 

yet so far away 

from myself 

I'm alive 

but not really