Monochrome Rainbow [✔️Completed]

WHAT'S THE PLAN?

So what's the plan 

for my future? 

I never had one 

because I didn't expect 

to live this long 

I spent my entire childhood 

hiding in my room 

praying that the world outside my window 

would go away 

and leave me alone forever 

I spent my entire adolescence 

wasting away with no real friends 

contemplating a romantic suicide 

because everything felt so pointlessly painful 

and I just wanted to get it over with as quickly as possible 

I spent my entire early adulthood 

in a bizarre daze of stationary progress 

time stopped moving and the world went on without me 

the years kept passing me by 

but I never felt like I was going anywhere or getting any older 

The future I've always dreaded arriving 

is here with me now 

there's nowhere left to run and there's still no plan 

I guess I'm just along for the ride 

waiting patiently for it to stop