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make or break (2/2)

(sorry if you don't love Wyatt much but you can change it to one of the others if wanted i'm just obsessed kinda) alSO I'M 700 WORDS IN RN AND ITS TERRIBLE OML
your pov

I ran out of Finn's house, head in hands and sobbing like crazy. I can't just get over Wyatt! It takes time and... maybe he thinks it would effect our relationship? I stop to control my breathing and turn to see I'm right in front of Wyatt's house. Still angry and upset over Finn, I storm up to his door and knock.

"Hey, (y/n)! Wait what's wro-" I cut him off, tears streaming down my face as I grabbed his and pulled it towards me, smashing my mouth on his. He's surprised at first but then goes along with it and pulls me into his house, leaving the door open. He drags his fingers through my hair but stops kissing me, pulling me to his shoulder instead and hugging me.

"I'm a terrible person and a shitty girlfriend. Why did I just do that?" I sobbed into his shoulder. He tried to calm me down but the tears would not stop. I felt like punching something but I just hugged him tighter, trying not to fall as my legs were giving out. He figured it out soon and picked me up, sitting me on the couch before walking away. He came back with tissues and water.

"I don't know what happened but you seem to be in a bad place right now. But next time, if you're to kiss me, please do so as a single woman." I chuckled lightly at the way he said it, stopping my crying slowly. He sat there, waiting for me to explain.

"Finn... he found out I used to like you. We got into an argument and I still have slight feelings for you and I think my frustration and that together was a bad combination when over here. I'm so sorry I kissed you that wasn't right at all." as soon as I stopped I felt more tears start to form and my breathing pace started rising. I soon figured out I was having a panic attack and gave him the signal, him knowing since we had this situation before.

"What if.... what if he doesn't like me? What if he just dates me out of pity? What if he shoots me down?? Wyatt, you can't be sure, can you? I can't do this. I really can't." I paced back and forth, sitting down to try and catch my breath but the pace wouldn't stop rising. I looked over at Wyatt with wide, teary eyes as he tried to calm me down, but I shook my head no as it started getting wheezy. I snapped at him, trying to tell him my inhaler was in my bag, but forgot he didn't understand the signal.

"inhaler!!" "oh shit where?!?" "bAG" "OKAY SHIT"

He ran over to it, almost falling twice, but grabbed it and handed it over, allowing me to control my breathing. Slowly, I was able to talk again. I apologized profusely and tried to calm him down, seeing he hadn't seen me ever have a panic attack.

"It's okay (y/n). And I know he likes you because he's told me himself many times. Just go talk to him!" I nodded and smiled, hugging him again before walking over to Finn's.

I got my inhaler and slowly started breathing correctly again. Wyatt sighed and smiled at me, a smile I used to get butterflies over, but today I felt nothing. Actually, even after kissing him I felt nothing! Standing up and pointing at him like a mad man, I laughed and he stared up at me with a look I used to give him, making me stop.

"Noodles! I'm over you! Your smile and foolish ways do not effect me anymore!!" I laughed again in triumph, but looked over to see him smile sadly.

"Is it sad I had a little hope that you'd ditch him for me?" he looked away and I gasped, frowning as I sat back down next to him.

"You actually like me? Wyatt, I'm sorry... I'm sorry but I love Finn and-" holy shit I love Finn!! "oh wow I love Finn.. but anyways! I heard that Sadie has a huge thing for you and she's a great girl, you'd be missing out if you didn't give her a shot." We laughed and hugged, his nod seeming a little stiff but I knew that Sadie would steal his heart.

"Oh... okay. Sorry for barging in." I gasp at his voice, turning to see his beautiful face, blotchy and tear stained like mine. His hand grabbed for his skateboard and I notice his bruised knuckles, covering my mouth as the tears threaten to pour out once more. I see Wyatt run for him out the door (n y o o m) and follow, a little slower when I hear yelling right outside his door.

"Finn! She came to me for comfort, not because we're "secretly dating"! When the hell did you get that idea?"

"When you two were getting a little too comfy together on your couch!"

"She's over me man! Plus, I like someone else!" I hear him take his phone out and call someone. They seem to pick up as Finn goes silent and Wyatt starts stuttering a bit. "S-Sadie! Hey it's Wyatt, just calling to let you know I l-love you! Okay bye." I snicker, both of them fall silent.

"Oh." Finn opens the door, looking at my face covered in tears and mascara. He takes it in with both his hands, licking his lips before attempting to wipe it away, smiling slowly.

"Bad day to wear just plain mascara, right?" I try to laugh, but my voice wavers as he keeps trying to wipe the tears. I engulf him in a hug and he rests his chin on my head, I smile into it and he kisses the top of my head, mumbling incoherent things.

"Okay, if everything is good between you two, come inside for some food and actually talk." Wyatt opens the door again and leads us in, Finn grabbing my hand tightly. I smile again and look up at him to see him smiling at me, but I feel a quiver in my stomach knowing I have to tell him everything.

"Finn, Wyatt has been my best friend for almost all my life. I met you two years ago and you became one of them as well, but at that time I had huge feelings for Wyatt. Getting to know you more, the feeling starting disappearing for him and appearing for you. When we started dating, yes, I did still have feelings for Wyatt, but it was always pushed aside because I knew when I found you, I was so happy and- and, well, shit Finn I love you. And the feelings for Wyatt have disappeared altogether so I know for sure that anything I've ever felt for him, other than friendship of course, is over. I love you and only you Wolfhard." I smile at him and look down, blushing like crazy. He lifts my head up and kisses my cheek. He went for my lips but I turned my head, eyes widening as I sipped my water and coughed.

"I love you too (y/n)... are you okay?" he gives me a concerned look as Wyatt signals not to say, but Finn catches that as well. "Okay, what happened?" Wyatt sighs.

"She wasn't thinking, she was angry and thought it was right to kiss me in that moment. Thats how she figured out she doesn't have feelings for me-" he finished slowly as he heard the doorbell. He got up to get it as Finn was about to speak, but was cut off by another voice.

"What the hell?!? Wyatt, you can't just say shit like that and hang up! " Sadie screams before smiling and kissing him passionately. Finn and I snicker quietly, though it seemed quite forced due to the topic beforehand. Wyatt seems to forget about us and pulls her into the house, closing the door behind him, and lifting her up, dashing to his room.

"Oh, um..." "Yeah.. Okay so um.." "just go on and yell at me."

"Yell at you?? Why would I do that?" Finn smiles and stands up, refilling his cup. I tilt my head in confusion as he turns around. "You're over him, thank you for being honest and I'm glad he was as well." as if on queue, Wyatt dashes down, breathless, and turns to us.

"Sorry... kissing... happy... all good?" we nod and he gives a thumbs up before running back upstairs. Laughing, Finn and I leave the house, hand in hand, happy once again.

Y'ALL HERE'S SOME CRUSTY WRITING I'M SO SORRY IT'S BAD YOU CAN IMAGINE (ha) A DIFFERENT SCENARIO OR WHATEVER BC I'M NOT RLY FEELING THIS CHAPTER 😷😷